Chapter 1 : Are You Not Good Enough?

Ye Suiwan felt a burning heat all over her body, as if countless bugs were crawling inside her.

She began to uncontrollably tear at her clothes.

“Hey, what kind of medicine is this? Are you really starting to take off your clothes?”

“There’s a certain fun in being so proactive.”

“Hahaha, you still have some sense of humor? We’re so lucky, us brothers.”

Hearing the disgusting and lewd laugh, Ye Suiwan snapped to attention and bit her lip, trying to control herself from losing her mind again.

She was reborn!

It was now 1970, and it had been two months since she had come to the countryside as an educated youth.

She had been tricked by Sun Qianqian, who had been hosting her, into eating pastries laced with a dirty drug. Sun Qianqian had also brought in a few thugs, attempting to completely ruin her.

Of course, her malicious plan would not succeed. Ye Suiwan had to hold on. According to the events of her previous life, in just a few minutes, Xiao Yuyan would pass by this remote road. He was an officer returning home to visit his family.

Remembering this, Ye Suiwan calmed herself, picked up the closest stone, and stood up with both hands.

In her previous life, Xiao Yuyan had taught her many self-defense techniques. Although she had refused to learn, she had memorized every move in her mind.

“Oh, these city-educated youths are different. So impatient. Are you standing up to help us take off our clothes?”

“Don’t bother, our clothes come off easy. Hahaha~”

“Yes, baby, hurry up, I can’t wait.”

The next moment, the first thug who had approached Ye Suiwan screamed and collapsed heavily to the ground.

“You… you dare hit me?”

Ye Suiwan had used a stone in her hand instead of a fist, targeting the thug’s acupuncture points, ensuring he wouldn’t get up for at least ten minutes.

She found these people filthy.

And by fighting for those two or three minutes, she gained the upper hand and managed to wait for Xiao Yuyan.

“Who’s there?”

The man’s deep, cold voice was filled with pressure.

Upon hearing this, the thugs looked in the direction of the sound.

Suddenly, a beam of light shone on their faces, and Xiao Yuyan recognized them.

At that moment, someone shouted, “Run!” and several of them dragged the fallen thug away as they fled.

The effects of the drug on Ye Suiwan were becoming more apparent. She could no longer hold on and was about to collapse from exhaustion.

Just as she was about to crash to the ground, a strong arm caught her.

Xiao Yuyan glanced in the direction the thugs had fled, his eyes as cold as ice.

It was obvious he knew what would have happened if he hadn’t arrived.

“Help me, I’m an educated youth from the Xiangyang Brigade, please take me to a safe place.”

Ye Suiwan clung tightly to his arm, her sobs filled with helplessness and distress. Xiao Yuyan’s heart tightened, and he did as she asked.

It was clear she couldn’t return to the educated youth dormitory. The barefoot doctor from the brigade didn’t have the antidote. She could only rely on Xiao Yuyan to take her away first.

In her previous life, she had said nothing, but when she saw Xiao Yuyan’s military uniform, she tore his clothes off right then. They slept together, only to be caught by people sent by Sun Qianqian.

From her vague memories, she recalled the people who had caught them had come around early in the morning. It was obvious why they had stayed so long.

Ye Suiwan was lifted into the air, and she instinctively hugged the man’s neck, which brought her back to her senses. She unconsciously clung to him tighter.

The man was accustomed to traveling at night, which is why he hadn’t used his flashlight earlier.

With the faint moonlight, one could clearly see the abnormal flush on the girl’s face.

Moreover, he could feel her heat even through several layers of clothes.

“I’ll take you to see a doctor,” Xiao Yuyan said coldly.

“It’s too late. The drug in my body can’t be suppressed any longer.”

As she spoke, her soft cheek pressed against the man’s neck.

Xiao Yuyan had just reached the village when he froze, his body tensing.

“You take me to a safe place, okay?”

The girl was not content. She had slept with this men in her previous life, and she could do it again in this life. Furthermore, the moment she knew she was reborn, she had already decided she would marry him.

Under the moonlight, her delicate hands tore at the man’s buttons.

“Mm…”

The moment his Adam’s apple was exposed, she bit it without hesitation, knowing it was a sensitive spot on men.

“Hmm~”

A low moan escaped Xiao Yuyan’s tightly pursed lips.

“How much further? I… I really can’t hold on any longer.”

The girl kept twisting her body, and her breathing quickened.

After a few moments, Xiao Yuyan understood and ran toward the back mountains with her in his arms.

The way she was now, she would face countless rumors if she returned to the village.

He had hugged her, she had bitten him, and now he would take responsibility and marry her.

“I’ll call the army tomorrow to report my marriage,” he thought to himself, which is why he asked this question.

“Otherwise, you want me, but you don’t want to marry me?”

The girl’s mind was clouded, but she still grasped the essence of his question.

Finally, they arrived at a cave.

This was a hideout in the mountains where Xiao Yuyan had lived before joining the army. It was well-hidden.

The last time he had come here was the year before last. He skillfully pushed aside the weeds, carried the girl inside, placed her on a wooden board, and told her to sit.

“It’s dirty here, wait for me!”

As Xiao Yuyan spoke, he took off the bag on his back, planning to pull out the clothes he had brought to spread on the ground.

Ye Suiwan wanted to wait, but the effects of the drug were making her feel weak!

She pushed herself up with the man’s body and eagerly tried to remove his coat.

Her hands and mouth were busy as she stood on tiptoe, trying to kiss him.

Xiao Yuyan’s gaze darkened. He grabbed her slender waist with his large hands and asked again, his voice dangerously serious.

“It’s not too late to regret now.”

Ye Suiwan paused for a moment, then raised her flushed little face with stubbornness, speaking in a soft voice.

“You’re so long-winded, aren’t you?”

Xiao Yuyan: “…”

Very good, she knew how to get on his nerves.

He leaned over and kissed her soft pink lips.

Ye Suiwan moaned softly, which instantly ignited the man’s long-suppressed desire.

In an instant, their clothes were scattered across the floor.

The small cave was filled with an ambiguous atmosphere, both charming and intense.

Ye Suiwan passively endured the man’s eager, intense, and awkward kiss. Not content with merely rubbing her lips against his, she took the initiative to stick her tongue out, prying open his mouth. It seemed like the man had discovered a new world, and he eagerly followed her lead.

Suddenly—

The girl’s relaxed body seemed to be split open, and the pain made her snap back to reality.

In both her past and present life, she was convinced their sizes didn’t match!

“It hurts, go slower.”

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After the first time, Ye Suiwan wasn’t fully satisfied, so she directly pulled the man to do it again. By the third time, the man had to restrain himself.

“If you can’t bear it, I’ll take you to Chitan.”

Xiao Yuyan wrapped the girl in his shirt and carried her out.

The pond was not far, so they could take advantage of the night and not worry about anyone seeing them.

As Ye Suiwan’s whole body was immersed in the pool, she shuddered and instinctively snuggled into the man’s arms.

After hesitating for a while, the man finally carried her back to the cave.

Ye Suiwan was now completely awake. She put on her clothes and took stock of herself. Aside from the lingering pain, her whole body felt at ease.

“Thank you. Can you secretly take me back to the educated youth camp?”

Ye Suiwan emphasized the word “secretly.” She knew Xiao Yuyan had a way to help.