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Chapter 129
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They said that happy times would pass by in the blink of an eye but I felt like the time I spent together with her seemed to flow slowly. If I were to describe it, it was like the slow current of a large river.
When I opened the door to Margo’s store, Ash immediately popped up with his nose twitching at me.
Ash is really super adorable.
I held Ash up in my arms, went into the store and found Margo and Sarasa were being intimate together. They were not boyfriend and girlfriend anymore. They were already a married couple. The emotional distance between them felt entirely different. Because of that, I felt like this house was just like a warm fireplace.
Though the heat I felt definitely didn’t only come from the fireplace.
When I was on my way home, a thought came to me. When I was spending my time in my own house, I felt like time was going by slowly. Maybe Margo and Sarasa were also feeling the same as me, that their time was moving slowly.
The time I spent alone, the time I spent with her and the time I spent with Margo and the others. I liked all of them. The time I spent together with Margo and the others would fly by in an instant, it was like spending time at a festival. But, the time I spent with Yurina-san went by slowly. I couldn’t feel the passage of time, like I was drifting in clear water.
As for the time I spent alone… When I was sitting by the fire alone or when I was laying in my bed, thinking about various things, I felt like I was in a cradle. Like I was spending my time in a small but complete world by myself.
The time I spent together with her felt similar to that but there was a slight difference. It didn’t feel like a moratorium or a festival. It was a strange and somewhat nostalgic feeling. She was just there, silently, not interrupting my thoughts.
The small and complete world of a baby sleeping in a cradle, slowly expanding gently.
It took me later than it should that this feeling I felt was just like a home with a tight-knitted family.
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T/N: I guess when MC is alone, he feels complete in his own small world but now with Yurina-san, his small world is slowly expanding…. But in a good, comfortable way.
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Thanks for the chapter! We solitary people enjoy our own company, but if we find the right people to spend time with, we like that too. The contrast between warm, fun times, a compelling conversation & peaceful silence is really enjoyable.
Breaking from the comfort zone is the hard part though. Since solitary people already too used to being alone and having a change in their routine bound to scare people. I think MC’s internal struggle is very simple and yet, relatable.
Exactly. Loneliness is dangerous because it is easy to get used to it and become addicted to it. I know what I’m writing.