I am Gay

Su Ran was shocked when he heard these words, feeling like he had been struck by lightning. His mind was racing with thoughts about how he had been discovered and exposed.

He had just sent a message to Qin Yue, how had he been exposed so suddenly?

Qin Yue’s current demeanor was frightening, looking like he wanted to beat Su Ran to death. Su Ran quickly moved to the other side, pretending not to understand, “What are you talking about? Who’s Su Ranran…”

Qin Yue turned towards him, grabbed his hand, and tried to snatch his phone. Su Ran hurriedly ran to the side, clutching his phone trying to hide it inside his clothing, but Qin Yue grabbed his wrist and pulled it out.

Su Ran’s eyes were red with panic, “Don’t take my phone.”

By now, Qin Yue had forcefully spread Su Ran’s delicate fingers apart and lit up the screen, which showed a video call invitation Qin Yue had sent earlier, “What else do you have to say?”

At that point, Su Ran completely gave in, his shoulders shrunk as he looked at Qin Yue who sported blond hair and eyes that seemed to spit fire, scaring him to the point of tears, fearing Qin Yue might beat him the next second.

Qin Yue’s chest heaved as he had been obsessively checking his phone these past few days, afraid of missing any message from Su Ranran, only to find out now that it had all been a trick, a play on him!

“Su Ranran, so, you dressed as a man to sneak into school?” Qin Yue squinted his eyes and asked.

Su Ran’s throat tightened, and he trembled as he looked at Qin Yue, who seemed to be losing his mind from the shock.

“No…” Su Ran said quietly, “I am Su Ran.”

Qin Yue almost laughed from anger, “Su Ran, you’d better magically turn into Su Ranran right now.”

Su Ran took a step back, terrified, unsure of how Qin Yue was going to deal with him, feeling like a massive hammer was hanging over his head, causing him heart-pounding fear.

“I can’t…” Su Ran said, then looked pitifully at him, “I was wrong, please don’t be mad.”

“Do you always talk like this, use Su Ranran’s voice to talk to me!” Qin Yue’s blood rushed to his head, his restraint not to strike a blow showed he was trying hard to maintain his sanity.

Su Ran shivered at his sudden loud voice, his eyelashes dampening, then lowered his voice, “Gege, please don’t be mad.”

Hearing this voice, Qin Yue’s face turned even redder, caught between losing his mind and feeling the absurdity of the situation, “So, you’re a woman.”

Su Ran was scared to death, “No, I am a man.”

“How are you going to prove it.” Qin Yue said coldly.

Su Ran was momentarily lost on how to prove it, “Do I need to prove it…”

Seeing Qin Yue take a deep breath, Su Ran panicked and lifted his shirt, “Gege, I don’t have breasts, I am a man.”

Qin Yue was stunned for a moment, his gaze swept over the hint of pink, it was the first time he had seen it so directly and up close, the visual impact searing into his mind, making his skin burn.

“Anything else.” Qin Yue said.

His voice still cold, Su Ran hung his head, not daring to look directly at Qin Yue, afraid to provoke him further.

“Can we talk this out nicely?” Su Ran said.

“I asked you, anything else.” Qin Yue repeated, his mind still chaotic and burning with rage.

Su Ran dodged, “Don’t hit me.”

Then he cautiously glanced at Qin Yue, truly afraid that the next second Qin Yue might go crazy and beat him to death, he definitely couldn’t fight back, only take the hits. Thinking this, he immediately walked to the bedside and knelt down to reach for his suitcase under the bed, his ID card was inside.

Qin Yue watched him, those fair legs bent, the pink knees kneeling on the ground, his waist bent in an exaggerated curve, round and perked up, looking fleshy as if a slap could ripple the flesh.

In just a moment, his mind boomed, his face burning as if it could cook shrimp, unsure if it was anger or something else, but it surged up from his chest like a blaze.

In the scorching tension as if his heart was frying in oil, an idea shot through his mind, “Damn it, just end him!”

At that moment, Su Ran clumsily took out his ID card, then presented it to Qin Yue, “Look.”

As the person approached, a fragrance spread, Qin Yue’s burning sensation on his skin gradually subsided, his mind finally cooling down, he sat on the bed, his gaze cold as he looked at Su Ran, “Alright, Su Ran, why did you deceive me.”

“Because you’re usually mean to me…” Su Ran stood next to Qin Yue, his hands fidgeting, looking guilty, “I just wanted to mess with you.”

Hearing this, Qin Yue’s piercing gaze fell on Su Ran, after a while, he asked again, “Just for that?”

“What?” Su Ran looked puzzled, what else could there be?

“Just for that reason, you pretended to be a girl to hook up with me?” Qin Yue asked.

Su Ran saw his dangerous expression and suddenly a flash of insight crossed his mind, then he muttered quietly, “Actually… I kind of like you too.”

He had recently seen a joke online about confessing to a boss and then being scheduled less work because of the awkwardness. Now that he had confessed, he hoped Qin Yue wouldn’t beat him.

Hearing this, Qin Yue was taken aback, his eyelashes trembling for a moment, then he averted his gaze, “What did you say? What do you mean.”

Su Ran gathered his courage and repeated, “Because I like you, I pretended to be a girl to add you.”

Qin Yue looked at the person standing next to him, completely lacking Su Ranran’s bold and flirtatious demeanor, just looking obedient like a trained student, who would have thought they were the same person.

Lowly, sick, crazy – these words came to his lips, but he couldn’t bring himself to say them.

Su Ran stood for a while, seeing Qin Yue not speaking, he continued standing, his legs growing sore, then he saw Qin Yue suddenly get up, Su Ran instinctively moved aside, then watched as Qin Yue went to the bathroom.

Su Ran wasn’t sure what Qin Yue was thinking, whether he would still come after him, but it was definitely too dangerous to stay in the dorm now.

Without much thought, taking advantage of Qin Yue washing up, Su Ran immediately ran out the door, and once he was out of the dorm, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

The feeling of being scared hit him gradually, he had truly thought Qin Yue was about to beat him, thinking back to the scene just now, Su Ran’s eyes couldn’t help but redden. Although it was Qin Yue who had been played by him, he still felt very wronged.

When he saw Pei Zhiyang, that feeling intensified. Pei Zhiyang opened the dorm door, seeing it was Su Ran at the door, his face just showing a happy smile, then he noticed something was off, “What’s wrong Baby Ran, who bullied you?”

Su Ran heard Pei Zhiyang ask this, his eyes reddened even more, he rubbed his eyes, his nasal voice a bit heavy, “No one…”

Pei Zhiyang took his hand away, “You still say no one, let me see, your eyes are all red.”

He brought him into the dorm, looking at the downhearted Su Ran, thought for a moment, then said, “It was that Qin Yue, wasn’t it?”

Su Ran didn’t say, but Pei Zhiyang had already decided it was him, “I’ve never liked the look of him, what did he do to you? I think that bastard is acting up again!”

Saying this, Pei Zhiyang was about to storm out, his temper well known to Su Ran, who quickly stopped him, Pei Zhiyang really went, “No no, it was just a small friction, it’s nothing now, it was my fault, don’t go after him.”

Pei Zhiyang still had a fierce look, “What problem could you have, it must be that bastard’s fault, damn it, whoever roommates with him is unlucky.”

Now Su Ran had no temper at all, instead, he reassured Pei Zhiyang, pulling him to sit on the bed, tightly holding his wrist, afraid he would really go after Qin Yue, if that happened, and Qin Yue spread what he had done, how would he live?

“It’s really nothing now, didn’t you want me to sleep with you, I’ll stay with you tonight.” Su Ran said.

Pei Zhiyang frowned, “If you’re coming over because you were mistreated there, I’ll get back at him for you, make him feel awkward in the dorm not you.”

“It’s not uncomfortable, I’m not uncomfortable at all.” Su Ran said, blinked at Pei Zhiyang, then said, “Let’s sleep together.”

“Really?” Pei Zhiyang asked, “If you don’t want things to escalate, we can go talk to him nicely.”

Su Ran shook his head, “There’s nothing to talk about, I’m tired, let’s just sleep.”

Pei Zhiyang then let it go, Su Ran also felt relieved, he went to the bathroom to wash up, his toiletries were there, his toothbrush next to Pei Zhiyang’s, this place was just like his own dorm, lacking nothing of his.

Su Ran checked the plot progression, it was in line with no issues, this sudden fall from the horse he hadn’t expected, it was all too sudden, he now didn’t even know how he suddenly fell from the horse.

The scene in the dorm just now was truly thrilling, he really thought he was going to be beaten up, at that moment even considering whether to activate the pain-blocking prop, fortunately, Qin Yue hadn’t really done anything, letting him breathe a sigh of relief.

Maybe he was also afraid of making a big deal out of it, right? After all, being deceived is quite embarrassing…

Thinking this, Su Ran felt a bit more relaxed, he probably wouldn’t tell anyone, usually, he was quite good at pretending, he probably wouldn’t let others know about this kind of thing.

After washing up, Su Ran’s face had returned to calm, afraid to show anything odd lest Pei Zhiyang really go after Qin Yue, he restored his usual demeanor, “I’m done washing, your turn.”

Pei Zhiyang looked at Su Ran, just like always looking soft and obedient, watching him made his heart melt, “Hmm, wait in bed, hubby.”

Su Ran glared at him, “If anyone’s hubby, it’s me.”

With that, Su Ran directly climbed into bed, Pei Zhiyang followed saying, “Okay, okay, hubby.”

After such a huge emotional turmoil, Su Ran was indeed tired, and as he drifted off to sleep, he felt the lights go out, someone squeezed next to him, then pressed against him, the warm breath spilling into his neck, although a bit hot, Su Ran was used to it, feeling quite secure.

The dorm was very quiet, the breathing of the two gradually becoming even, and just then, another roommate suddenly returned, he opened the door, then turned on the light.

The sudden bright light made Pei Zhiyang open his eyes, he instinctively covered Su Ran’s eyes with his hand, looking towards the door, he saw his roommate Chen Jing.

“Chen Jing, why did you suddenly come back?” Pei Zhiyang asked quietly.

“Ah sorry bro, didn’t mean to disturb your sleep,” Chen Jing said in a low voice, then explained, “I have stuff to do nearby tomorrow morning, just came back to stay the night.”

“Oh… then keep it down a bit later,” Pei Zhiyang said, then adjusted Su Ran in his arms to make him more comfortable.

At this time, Su Ran was completely unaffected, sleeping soundly, his eyelashes long, shadows cast under his eyes, his lips slightly parted, Pei Zhiyang’s gaze lingered on those lips for a long time, only when Chen Jing suddenly spoke did he snap back to reality.

Chen Jing joked, “You two are really close, sticking together every day, even sleeping together.”

Hearing this, Pei Zhiyang smiled, but his voice carried a hint of complaint, “He’s been really busy lately, hardly ever around, if it wasn’t for a quarrel with a roommate, he wouldn’t have come to see me today.”

Chen Jing sensed something subtle from Pei Zhiyang’s words, seeming like a surface complaint but actually boasting, “I see you two are as close as one person.”

Pei Zhiyang’s hand around Su Ran’s waist tightened, saying, “Of course, we’re best friends.”

Chen Jing chuckled, then said, “What if you both had girlfriends, could you still stick together like this, or what about after you get married?”

Pei Zhiyang furrowed his brows, instinctively rejecting the question, they currently had no plans to date girls, about getting married…

He felt it was fine not to get married, staying together like this for a lifetime, he really couldn’t imagine them each getting married.

Seeing Pei Zhiyang’s uncomfortable expression, Chen Jing immediately apologized, “Ah yo, sorry for speaking too much, you two are so close, even if you had wives you’d still be close.”

With that, Chen Jing went into the bathroom, while Pei Zhiyang felt uncomfortable, resenting Chen Jing’s words, he and Su Ran were fine not getting married, not dating girls, they were just fine like this.

Pei Zhiyang buried his nose in Su Ran’s neck, deeply inhaling his scent, holding him even tighter, wanting to stay together like this forever, he and Su Ran were the best in the world.

•

Having streamed for a month, Su Ran had already created over ten million in revenue, of course, eighty percent of it was contributed by Fu Linxuan, even though he was also a legendary streamer on the platform, Banana had even sent him a trophy to his home, symbolizing the honor of a ten million streamer.

To celebrate, Fu Qian’an personally cooked, Su Ran in sexy women’s clothing, helping by his side.

“Baby, you’re really beautiful.” Fu Qian’an was cooking, his gaze, however, landed on Su Ran beside him.

Su Ran placed the washed vegetables aside, shrugged his shoulders, and said unapologetically, “Isn’t that a fact.”

Saying this, Su Ran puckered his lips towards Fu Qian’an, “Mwah mwah,” having been together so long, Fu Qian’an always protected him by not touching him, initially he took the initiative, but now he was used to it, and now he was completely immersed in the joy of making money, not bothering to ponder anything else.

Fu Qian’an was startled, by then Su Ran had continued with his task, but his gaze followed those moist lips, it took a while before he moved his gaze away.

The food was all prepared, the two carried the dishes to the coffee table in the living room, then each sat on a small stool, at this moment Fu Qian’an raised his glass to Su Ran, “Baby, congratulations on becoming a ten million streamer.”

Su Ran clinked glasses with him, just took a sip of the cold beer, when his phone rang, taking it out, it was Fu Linxuan calling.

Facing this number one big brother, Su Ran was very diligent, he immediately answered, “Hello Gege.”

“Hmm, I’m eating, have you eaten, Gege?” Su Ran asked.

Fu Qian’an watched the sweet-sounding Su Ran, a strange feeling flashing through his heart, Fu Linxuan was the actual power holder of the Fu family, his assets everywhere, wealthy and powerful, with such a status, it’s hard for ordinary people not to be moved by him.

Was Su Ran really unmoved by such temptation?

After chatting for five minutes, ending with “Gege, I’m streaming in an hour, you have to come watch me,” Su Ran glanced at the dishes on the coffee table, “Why aren’t you eating.”

Fu Qian’an served some dishes for Su Ran, then casually asked, “Fu Linxuan is so capable, you definitely have to maintain a good relationship.”

“Of course.” Su Ran said.

“Baby, with his capabilities, aren’t you tempted…” Fu Qian’an probed.

“Ha, what are you thinking.” Su Ran glared at him, “Eat your food, have you forgotten why we added him in the first place.”

Fu Qian’an smiled, “Okay, okay, I thought too much, baby loves me so I shouldn’t have thought nonsense.”

“That’s right.” Su Ran affirmed.

After the stream that evening, it was already past nine, the sky completely dark, Fu Qian’an walked Su Ran home, the two walking side by side quietly, the streetlights casting a dim light on the ground, some mosquitoes occasionally making Su Ran slap his skin.

Although he didn’t know what was going on, Su Ran felt the atmosphere was a bit strange tonight, usually, Fu Qian’an talked a lot when sending him, mostly about streaming, but tonight it was quite quiet.

And just when they were about to reach the school gate, Fu Qian’an voluntarily stopped, usually, Su Ran let him send him just to here, because usually, Pei Zhiyang was already waiting for him at the school gate, before he had thought about whether not being public would make him uncomfortable, but later he found he didn’t mind, so he didn’t think about it anymore.

“What’s wrong?” Su Ran asked, feeling he had something to say.

Fu Qian’an looked at the boy in front of him, initially, he didn’t want any contact, but now, he seemed more pleasing to the eye, he wanted to try kissing him, to feel it, and if he wanted to tie Su Ran, this money bag, to himself, it couldn’t always be such a bland relationship…

Su Ran sensed what he was about to do, just saw Fu Qian’an gradually lean towards him, the light making his hair shine with a faint golden color, adding a layer of filter, he was naturally handsome, otherwise he wouldn’t have let him head over heels during online dating.

But… Su Ran was actually always male! This blondie was starting to make a move on him, wasn’t he!

At that moment Fu Qian’an’s heartbeat sped up, looking at the person so close, completely unable to suppress his abnormally rapid heart rate.

And just as he was about to touch those lips, suddenly there was a loud shout, “What the hell are you doing!”

Pei Zhiyang originally was loitering at the school gate waiting for Su Ran, but today he thought to come out to meet him, then he saw this scene, seeing a shit-yellow thug about to kiss Su Ran.

This made his heart nearly explode, he couldn’t accept this scene, his body’s explosive power beyond imagination, he rushed over and delivered a flying kick.

Fu Qian’an saw a person charging like an arrow, the next second the kick landed on his stomach, directly kicking him a meter away sitting on the ground.

Su Ran was also stunned by the scene in front of him, reacting afterward immediately went to stop Pei Zhiyang, but couldn’t hold back at all, his height and build, grabbing his wrist, directly dragged him over.

At this time, Fu Qian’an had already covered his stomach and stood up, he saw Pei Zhiyang instinctively retreat, then was kicked in the ribs, a punch smashing into his cheek, his mouth corner immediately bleeding.

But Fu Qian’an wasn’t just someone who took hits, after reacting he started fighting back against Pei Zhiyang, but the two were completely different in build, Pei Zhiyang was almost completely dominating the fight.

“Stop! Stop! Pei Zhiyang!” Su Ran grabbed his sleeve, but couldn’t hold him back at all, at this moment Pei Zhiyang like an angry bull, one force pulling Su Ran forward.

Pei Zhiyang grabbed Fu Qian’an’s hair, his face full of fury, his eyes red, “Did he bully you, I just saw him about to kiss you, were you bullied by him!”

“No no…” Su Ran was eager to explain, looking at Fu Qian’an already beaten to a bruised face, just as Pei Zhiyang was about to swing down his fist again, Su Ran bit his lip, spoke up, “He’s my boyfriend!”

Just as that fist was about to smash into Fu Qian’an’s face, Pei Zhiyang barely stopped, the wind rustling the leaves, occasionally a car passing by, he doubted he had heard wrong, “What did you say? He’s your what?”

Su Ran took a deep breath, afraid Fu Qian’an would be beaten to death, he bravely said, “He’s my boyfriend.”

With a “snap,” Pei Zhiyang let go of Fu Qian’an’s hair, the person directly sitting on the ground.

Pei Zhiyang’s head was buzzing, feeling dizzy for a moment, he murmured, “Boyfriend… you said this man is your boyfriend…”

Su Ran helped Fu Qian’an up, looking at his pitiable face and frowning, “You better go back first, put some medicine on.”

Just then a taxi passed by, he immediately flagged it down, shoved the person in, as he turned back, he saw Pei Zhiyang’s incredulous gaze.

Su Ran gathered his courage to face him, saying, “Pei Zhiyang, I am gay.”

…

Until he walked to the dorm corridor, Pei Zhiyang’s brain was still crashing, Su Ran also saw his difficulty in accepting.

“Are you okay Zhiyang…” Su Ran asked.

Pei Zhiyang laughed loudly twice, “I’m fine, what could be wrong with me, it’s just Baby Ran, you should have told me earlier, I knew nothing…”

“I was afraid you couldn’t accept it…” Su Ran said.

“Hahaha what could I not accept, look what happened, even beat up your boyfriend hahaha… I can’t accept others, but you I can’t accept? What you do I can’t accept…”

Su Ran frowned, “Are you really okay?”

“I’m fine, really fine, just didn’t expect my good friend… actually is gay…” Pei Zhiyang maintained a smile, a demeanor of really being able to accept, “Just that blondie… ah no, can’t say that about your boyfriend… but he really doesn’t look good, why don’t you find a better boyfriend… ah, not saying your taste is bad, just why don’t you find someone like me… or say, why don’t you find me?”

Su Ran saw Pei Zhiyang forcing a smile, his eyes reddened, just knowing although he said so much, he definitely couldn’t accept it, “That… I…”

Pei Zhiyang immediately interrupted him again, “Actually not necessarily me, isn’t it the pavilion near the water… my point is your current partner really doesn’t look good… ah, you like it’s fine, if you’re unhappy I won’t say it, really not good, advise to break up…”

“Let’s go back to the dorm to sleep,” Su Ran said, feeling it’s better to give Pei Zhiyang time to calm down.

Right now definitely can’t go to his dorm, he could only go back to his own…

When they reached the dorm door, Pei Zhiyang said, “You come to mine, actually it’s nothing, Baby Ran, even if you’re gay, I’ll treat you the same as before, don’t think too much, I really can accept it, anyway no matter what I’ve accepted it first, just maybe can’t accept your boyfriend, he really isn’t good…”

“I haven’t been back to the dorm for several days, need to go back now, you go back to sleep, ah, listen to me.” Su Ran said, then pushed open the dorm door, waved at him, indicating he should go back to his dorm quickly.

And when the dorm door closed, Pei Zhiyang still stared blankly at the tightly shut door.

After returning to the dorm, Su Ran breathed a sigh of relief, having spoken to Pei Zhiyang also put down a big stone in his heart.

But as one stone was put down, another was picked up, as soon as he entered the dorm he felt uncomfortable all over, at this moment Qin Yue was leaning on the bed reading a book, seeing him come in, lightly swept him a glance.

The atmosphere was tense, Su Ran felt he dared not even breathe too heavily, afraid that a careless breath might give Qin Yue a reason to settle accounts with him.

Su Ran took off his jacket and pants, casually throwing them on the bed, then went to the closet to find pajamas.

Qin Yue watched the nearly naked person flaunt in front of him, his icy gaze from the round shoulders to the narrow waist, then to the full shape, and those long legs he had fantasized about carrying on his shoulders.

He took a deep breath, forcing himself to withdraw his gaze, turning his eyes back to the book, but after the dorm lights were out, he didn’t turn another page.

The night fell, the room only lit by a bit of light through the sheer curtains, Qin Yue didn’t sleep well, ever since he knew Su Ranran was Su Ran, he had the same dream every night.

In the dream, Su Ran lifted his shirt towards him, the visual impact hitting his eyes, that pink appearance becoming more detailed in his brain, making his heart race when he thought of it.

His waist swaying, moving together, sweat sliding on the skin, the legs as wet as in the bathroom photo.

“Actually… I kind of like you.”

“Gege, kill me.”

That was Su Ran’s voice, his normal voice, Qin Yue suddenly opened his eyes, in the darkness his breath quick, his body sweat-drenched.

Flipping the covers, underneath also wet, his gaze fell towards the other bed, the moonlight outlining his figure, at this moment the person sleeping sweetly.

How did he manage to sleep so sweetly as if nothing had happened?