Chapter 18

“Are you afraid?”

Yun Angge, who was hypnotizing himself with his eyes closed, suddenly opened his eyes. He was surprised and confused for two seconds before he was sure that it was the man who was speaking, and tilted his head to look at him.

Although it was so dark in the room that she couldn’t see anything, she could clearly feel that the man was staring at her.

The two people were very close to each other, but they were covered by a layer of darkness, as if there were thousands of mountains and rivers between them, and they couldn’t see each other’s faces clearly.

“How do you want me to answer?!”

Just when Qin Lingnian thought the woman would not answer, a faint, hoarse voice broke the silence in the room.

This answer was beyond Qin Lingnian’s expectations.

Inexplicably, it also brought them closer together, swallowing up the man’s nervousness.

The corners of his mouth lifted unconsciously, and he tried twice, then suddenly stood sideways, his slender arms went around Yun Angge’s other side, and he half pressed on her…

Since she didn’t refuse, he no longer held back and endured.

After a while, the faint squeaking sound disappeared and the night returned to silence.

Qin Lingnian was sweating profusely, lying quietly, still immersed in the excitement…

It was not until the hot and stinging pain on his back where he had been grabbed became increasingly obvious that he suddenly realized something. His body suddenly stiffened, and his eyes, which were submerged in the darkness, showed deep guilt and heartache.

If it wasn’t so painful, why would she scratch his back so hard? !

“I’m sorry…” The man’s wet but unusually hot big hand unexpectedly held the woman’s somewhat cold small hand, his voice was hoarse, revealing a strong sense of guilt, “It’s the first time… I… I have no experience… I hurt you…”

Yun Angge’s little hand, which was held in the man’s palm, trembled. She didn’t know how to respond and could only remain silent in the end.

However, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, and her tense little face slowly relaxed.

From the beginning to the end, her body was indeed in pain!

He literally has no experience!

But she is also inexperienced!

However, in terms of “theory”, she should know a little more than him!

Of course, in her previous life, she did not acquire the “theoretical” knowledge through pornographic films and books. Instead, she followed an emotional blogger and often read soft articles about emotions and marriage between men and women.

After experiencing it herself, she became more convinced that some of the things the blogger said in an article made sense.

She didn’t remember the exact words, but she knew the general meaning…

When it comes to relationships between men and women, it’s really not possible to reach the highest level just by the man’s good physical strength. The most important thing is the relationship and feeling between the two people.

When the feelings are deep and the feelings are good, the body and mind will naturally become one.

But I don’t know if she and Qin Lingnian will have this experience? !

Thinking of this, Yun Angge’s face suddenly turned red and his heartbeat inexplicably accelerated.

Oh, what is she thinking? !

Stop thinking about it and go to bed!

It was a really tiring day, and even though his body was aching, Yun Angge fell asleep soon after.

Hearing the even and weak breathing of the woman beside him, Qin Lingnian secretly let out a long sigh, then closed his eyes and let himself fall asleep quickly.

However, he, who usually could fall asleep easily, for the first time ever couldn’t stand the sight and counted thousands of sheep before he fell asleep.

It was still dark, and Yun An Ge vaguely felt a draft in her quilt, and heard a rustling sound. It took her a long time to realize the environment she was in.

“You’re up so early?” Yun Angge didn’t even open his eyes fully. He lifted the quilt and struggled to sit up.

Qin Lingnian is leaving home to return to the army today. Although they have no feelings for each other, they are actually husband and wife. As a wife, she must get up and see him off.

“I’m sorry to wake you up! You have to get up early to get to the county town and take the earliest bus to the city to catch the train. I’m going out now, so don’t get up and go back to sleep.”

Yun Angge didn’t say anything, he just stood up and put on his clothes.

At this moment, it was still dark outside and the room was still dark. Neither of them could see each other clearly, so they didn’t feel awkward or shy.

Qin Lingnian got dressed and went out. When he opened the door, he saw light in the kitchen. Even though the door was closed, he could faintly hear Qin’s mother and Qin Mingyue talking in a low voice.

The mother and daughter got up half an hour ago and were making pancakes for Qin Lingnian to take with them so they could eat on the train.

Seeing Yun Angge also got up, Qin’s mother and Qin Mingyue were very surprised, and then Qin’s mother showed a relieved smile on her face.

It seems that Ange really accepts Lingnian!

very nice!

She finally let go of the worry that had been weighing on her mind for years. Now she only hoped that Ange would give birth to a boy or girl as soon as possible, and that Mingyue would find a good husband.

The whole family was in the kitchen. Even though Yun Angge couldn’t help much, she still stayed and stood at the door, watching Qin’s mother busying around and listening to the three of them saying goodbye.

At daybreak, the fragrant fried pancakes were ready.

The family had a simple breakfast, and Qin Lingnian left with his luggage. Yun Angge, Qin’s mother, and Qin Mingyue saw him off.

On the way, Qin’s mother kept nagging Qin Lingnian to pay attention to safety on the train, listen to his leaders in the army, get along well with his comrades, and pay attention to safety when going on missions.

Yun Angge and Qin Mingyue followed silently behind without saying a word.

Only after leaving Daqinzhuang and stepping onto the road leading to the county town did Qin Lingnian stop and turn around to look at the three most important women to him one by one, “Mom, Ange, Mingyue, you two can go back.”

Afraid that Mother Qin would continue to send her off, Qin Lingnian did not wait for her to speak and said, “It’s too early and I’m afraid we won’t be able to find a bullock cart. I can walk faster by myself and get to the county town earlier. Otherwise, we will miss the train.”

Mother Qin tried hard not to let her tears fall, straightened Qin Lingnian’s clothes, and when she was about to cry, she suddenly turned around and said, “Let’s go…”

After experiencing many separations, Qin Lingnian’s throat still aches. Looking at his mother, whose temples are gray and whose back is hunched, his eyes are slightly red.

He didn’t dare to look at his mother any longer, and quickly looked away, looking at Yun Angge, wanting to say something to her, but when the words came to his lips he suddenly looked at Qin Mingyue.

“Mingyue, take good care of our mother.”

“Yes!” Qin Mingyue nodded, her face wet with tears, her voice choked with sobs, “Brother, I will…”

Qin Lingnian nodded, “You guys go back, I’m leaving now.”

He looked at Yun Angge deeply again, but in the end he didn’t say anything to her. He turned around and left with his bulging canvas bag.

The back view shows reluctance in determination and helplessness in loneliness.

Just like that, little by little, it was submerged in the misty morning fog, until no trace of it could be seen anymore.

Yun Angge just stared ahead quietly until the increasingly blurry figure disappeared, then he withdrew his gaze.

Qin Mingyue and her mother covered their mouths with the backs of their hands. Although they did not cry out loud, their faces were already covered in tears.

Qin Lingnian will be away for three or four years at the least, and five or six years at the most.

Although Yun Angge was not as sad as Qin’s mother and Qin Mingyue who burst into tears, she was also infected by the sadness of parting and her nose felt a little sour.

The three of them looked into the distance for a long time, until the red sun broke through the mist and shone on the earth, then they left and went home.