Chapter 116 : 找不到，我會着急的
[If I can’t find it, I’ll be anxious]

Song Zhixu had just woken up, he didn’t have much strength in his body, and after being pushed by Mu Qingting, he was half lying on the bed and didn’t come back to his senses for a long time.

He stared blankly at the back of his hand, because just now he pulled out the needle too quickly, the needle hole is still bleeding. It flowed all over the back of his hand, but he seemed to be unable to feel the pain as he looked at it, not saying a word.

After all, growing up together, Mu Qingting also understood Song Zhixu, he or some intolerance, went over to help Song Zhixu handle the blood in his hands and then again hung up the water for him, while rambling,

“Old Song, now things have become this way, you are so half-dead, rushing out to look for him is also no use, if you fainted again, I still have to carry you back, you just stay in the hospital. If there is news they will definitely inform you. Little Ran Ran can not be found, all you have to do is not to torment yourself, but to find a way in order to find him.”

Mu Qingting knows that Lin Ran is very important to Song Zhixu, and he also treats Lin Ran as a friend, and now he is also anxious about him being missing, but he still managed to keep his wits (rational) about him.

Song Zhixu still did not say anything, just like a lifeless puppet at the mercy of Mu Qingting.

Mu Qingting sighed again and continued,

“According to the driver who sent Lin Ran over, he put Lin Ran into the central area of the capital city and left. That place we also looked for it but the people were not there. The capital city streets’s surveillance content are forty-eight hours and replaced once
because of the time interval of a few days, so… the surveillance also has no clues. Now…”
Mu Qingting somehow can’t bear to talk more, to the end, it is just another sigh.

“Ran Ran… How long has he been missing?” Song Zhixu finally opened his mouth, his voice was very hoarse.

“Five days.” Mu Qingting said in a low voice, after saying that he saw Song Zhixu’s eyes reddened some more, probably because he was afraid to see, Song Zhixu turned his head sideways to the inner side of the bed and didn’t speak.

Mu Qingting knew that Song Zhixu wanted to save face, so he left space for him.

“You, don’t pull out the needle, first get your body well before you can go out to look for people …. I went out to look around, and I’m still at work today, so I’ve been staying here.” Mu Qingting stood up and walked out.

Just as he reached the door, Song Zhixu, who was lying on the bed, suddenly called him out, with a hint of suppressed crying in his voice.

“Qingting, you bring me some food, I want to go to find Ran Ran earlier, I don’t feel at ease since he is outside.”

“Okay, see… I forgot, I’ll go right now.” Mu Qingting then reacted to the fact that Song Zhixu had not eaten for several days, as he promised him, he quickly went out of the door and left.

Song Zhixu was the only one left in the hospital room, lying on bed, biting his hand tightly, his eyes wet.

Mu Qingting was right for scolding him, it was all because of him that Lin Ran left.

Even Mu Qingting could see, Lin Ran could not always be kept at home, so how did he not realize it? He now dared not to think,what is it like for Lin Ran to be alone at home.

Has he always been waiting for him to come home everyday every time he leaves for work?

Before Lin Ran left, just a few days ago, he had a few times been busy working, hurriedly hung up Lin Ran’s phone, that time Lin Ran’s eyes were all disappointment?

But how come every night when he came home from work, Lin Ran smiled happily toward him? The fact that he had forgotten that Ran Ran would be sad when he was alone at home.

His Ran Ran has never been capricious, and will not get angry with him, so he subconsciously felt that Ran Ran save him worry, put him at home so he can work in peace.

However, the reason why he thinks that Lin Ran is trouble free, actually because he doesn’t set his heart on Lin Ran.

“Ran Ran, where are you? Are you angry, come back and get angry with me, okay? Hit me, scold me! Don’t take the baby outside, so that I can’t find it, I will be anxious.” Song Zhixu breathed a sigh of relief and muttered to himself.

But his Ran Ran was not here and no one could give him an answer.

After a while, Song Zhixu had some self-mocking thoughts, his Ran Ran didn’t even want him anymore, took his child and left, leaving him alone, not care about him anymore.

It didn’t take long for Mu Qingting to come back from buying food, and he had already changed his clothes, taking off the white coat outside and wearing only his own clothes.

He took out the table and put it on top of the bed and put it in front of Song Zhixu, putting the congee and buns on it while saying

“I took leave from the hospital, I didn’t think that Xiao Nanyu was quite useful, originally I took leave from the director yet he wouldn’t let me go, then I moved Xiao Nanyu out, and he agreed to it, and the relations are quite well-regarded.”

While Mu Qingting said this, he sneaked a look at Song Zhixu. Song Zhixu’s emotions were resolved, but his eyes are still a little red, there is a small beach of water stains on the pillow, he must be secretly crying just now.

Song Zhixu didn’t say anything, just used his not intravenous drip hand to hold a spoon, scooping the porridge into his mouth, not caring that the porridge was still a little hot.

Mu Qingting watched and said nothing, just sitting by the side.

Suddenly, Song Zhixu lifted his head fiercely to look at him, and said with some urgency,

“Bank card, Ran Ran brought a bank card away, if he mentioned money, then we can find him.”

Before that, half a million deposits plus interest in the bank, as well as the money from the sale of the house, added up to it, the total is more than five million. Song Zhi Xu gave it to Lin Ran in the form of a card; just a while ago he gave it to Lin Ran. He remembered that Lin Ran put it into his shoulder bag. This time, he took it away.

“Little Ran Ran also knew how to bring a bank card?” Mu Qingting was a little surprised.

“In his bag, the card has more than five million, he is outside by himself. He has money so he won’t suffer losses.” Song Zhixu nodded.

Mu Qingting couldn’t help but exclaim: “Little Ran Ran is really rich, I’m jealous… I really don’t understand why you rich people obviously don’t lack money, but still have to work as hard as corporate slaves, and don’t want your wife and your child.”

Song Zhixu now does not want to be chatty with Mu Qingting, just quickly on his mobile phone, type out the card number and send him over, let him find someone to check whether Lin Ran has already withdrawn the money or not.

The two men were busy for a while and sent the card number to Xiao Nanyu for him to check.

After a while, Mu Qingting suddenly remembered,

“Xiao Ran Ran, he has a card. Can he withdraw the money? Does he know how to withdraw money?”

Song Zhixu realized belatedly; to be late to the party and slapped his own forehead.

“I … I forgot to teach him, he did not withdraw money, and he did not use money that often.”

The two were unable to speak for a while.

Song Zhixu glanced at the drip bottle of medicine, has almost gone, he began to eat quickly, he wanted to maintain good physical strength, finished this bottle, but also went out to find Lin Ran.

The old lady who ate one of Lin Ran’s bamboo dumplings, thought it was not bad, although she couldn’t take Lin Ran home to live, she still found a house for him.

Lin Ran nodded and said he wanted to live there for a long time, so she found a house for Lin Ran, a small place with one bedroom and one living room, with a deposit and a payment for the rent, and told Lin Ran the location of the nearby convenience store, and only then she left.

The next day, she also gave Lin Ran some food and bedding. Seeing that Lin Ran was poor, she left her address.

“That…. Ran Ran ah, my home is not far, just two buildings apart, so if you have something, just go to find me. It’s not safe here, so go out during the day only and try to buy as much as you can at one time. Don’t go outside if it’s not necessary, especially at night.”

If she didn’t look at his ID card, she would still think that Lin Ran is a high school student, looking silly and dumb, good-looking. If he goes out at night, she really doesn’t feel at ease.

Lin Ran nodded his head vigorously and stood in the home that was a bit dirty and messy, holding tightly to the food that had been brought to him.

“Hn, Ran Ran knows, thank you Grandma.” Lin Ran said in a small voice,

“Aiyoo, at first I thought you were a good high school student, in your twenties. Don’t call me grandma, I’m a bit older, but it’s okay for you to call me Aunty, my surname is Wang, so you can just call me Auntie Wang.”

Aunt Wang was always outside to pick up some junks, the sun’s black, also some vicissitudes of life, looking at the somehow white hair age, but she was also unwilling to let Lin Ran call her grandmother, or took Lin Ran some advantages, let him call Aunty.

Lin Ran obediently nodded his head.

“Okay, thank you Auntie Wang, Ran Ran knows.”

Auntie Wang was satisfied because her name was called, and after a few more words of advice, she didn’t stay for long and left.

The door of the room was closed, in the dark little room where the sun does not shine all year round, Lin Ran was left alone, he put the things in his arms on the table, and found out a big bun that was a bit cold and hard, and ate it in small bites.

The crust of the bun was a bit yellow, it should be made at home, and the filling inside was lotus root.

Lin Ran couldn’t help but redden his eyes after taking a bite, and tears flowed down his cheeks again.

He was thinking of Song Zhi Xu again, the lotus root buns that Song Zhi Xu had made for him were also very tasty.

“Song Zhi Xu, Ran Ran… want to eat … I want to eat lotus root buns.” Lin Ran, while shedding tears in her eyes, bit into the cold and hard bun, with something in his mouth, so he murmured somewhat vaguely.

The child in his stomach moved again, more than five months, fetal movement was already very frequent, and now occasionally movement of the fetus which can be felt by the mother happens in the daytime.

Lin Ran looked down and touched his stomach, then wiped his tears and tried to hold back his tears.

He still had a baby to take care of, he had to be strong.

Lin Ran ate a bun and was a bit thirsty, but he didn’t have a cup, and he didn’t have a lot of things that he needed.

Lin Ran stood up and looked outside, it was afternoon. He remembered Auntie Wang’s words, went back to his room and took his shoulder bag, and took the key as he walked out of the door, and went to buy something while it was still daytime.

Lin Ran’s memory was very good, he could remember the path that Auntie Wang had taken him once, he found the convenience store without any problem, bought a cup and toiletries, and went to pay.

Passing by the snack shelf, Lin Ran’s footsteps slightly stopped, hesitated for a moment, and then took a packet of Great White Rabbit milk candies, and paid for it too.

After paying the money and coming out of the convenience store, the sky had already started to darken, and the sky was already dyed orange by the setting sun.

Lin Ran accelerated his pace back, just walked to the rubbish bin, Lin Ran heard a milky cat cry.

He unconsciously stopped, turned around, and walked over.