Chapter 20: I don’t like it at all

Song Shengsheng used to be a quiet and obedient person at home because of her parents’ favoritism.

She didn’t dare to have a bad temper, and she didn’t dare to sulk.

But in the past few years since she married Fu Cheng, she had been indulging herself, she had been spoiled and couldn’t bear any grievances.

Even though Song Shengsheng was stupid, she could still hear the subtle coldness and malice in Fu Cheng’s words.

Being misunderstood by Fu Cheng made her feel extremely wronged, her eyes were filled with tears, and she didn’t want to explain anything.

She sniffed, and as she turned around, the pitiful tears started to fall.

Song Shengsheng really wanted to quit.

It would be better to be free and do whatever she wanted like in the book! It would be better than being suspected like this.

Song Shengsheng went to her son’s small room.

The room was small, and the bed was small too.

She opened the window to let the wind in, so it wouldn’t be so hot.

The blanket on the child’s stomach had been kicked off, Song Shengsheng picked it up and covered him again.

Just then, the child woke up.

Fu Luochi opened his eyes drowsily, he blinked his big black eyes, he thought he was dreaming, he called out softly, “Mommy.”

Song Shengsheng stroked his head, her voice soft, “Go back to sleep.”

Fu Luochi held onto his mother’s hand, in his dreams he didn’t have to be a well-behaved and sensible child.

He snuggled into his mother’s arms affectionately.

As if he wanted to stick them together tightly.

Song Shengsheng’s fingers were still in his palm, she suddenly remembered that her son was even more clingy to her when he was just born.

He would smile when he saw her.

He would cry when she left.

Fu Luochi was still a little milk dumpling then, he was very cute, he wouldn’t cry when he was hungry, he would just stare at her with his big black eyes, obediently.

Song Shengsheng couldn’t sleep now.

She buried her face in the blanket.

She was feeling very pathetic, thinking, hadn’t Fu Cheng noticed that she was angry? Didn’t he see that she was feeling bad just now?

He didn’t even try to coax her.

He really had no heart.

Song Shengsheng was almost feeling better, but thinking about it this way made her want to cry again.

She was a crybaby, and when she was wronged, her tears would flow like an uncontrolled faucet, constantly pouring out.

Tears slid down the corners of her eyes, they touched her chin and disappeared into her collar.

As she was crying silently, she didn’t notice that the door behind her had quietly opened a crack.

Fu Cheng looked at the figure on the bed, her back to him, his jawline was taut and cold, he felt uncomfortable after saying those words.

But he didn’t know what she had to be wronged about.

He thought to himself sarcastically, wasn’t she always thinking like this? She was eager to do this.

Fu Cheng saw her red eyes and her muffled voice, she looked like she was about to cry.

He subconsciously wanted to coax her, but he held back.

He held back for a long time, but he couldn’t hold back anymore.

Fu Cheng thought she was asleep, he walked over and was about to carry her back to the bedroom, his hand just touched her waist, but he discovered that she seemed to be trembling.

Then he saw Song Shengsheng’s tear-stained face, her little face was wet with tears, her nose was red.

Her muffled sobs were like needles piercing his heart, deeply.

Fu Cheng felt a pain in his chest, he picked her up, “Go back to sleep.”

Song Shengsheng was in a bad mood, she tried to push him away, but he held her hands tightly, she bit his shoulder hard in frustration, “I don’t want to sleep with you!”

Song Shengsheng bit hard, leaving a clear mark on his shoulder.

Fu Cheng held her down, not letting her escape.

The strength of a soldier and the strength of a woman were simply incomparable.

Song Shengsheng couldn’t struggle against him at all, she was exhausted from fighting, she lay in his arms, her tears soaked the fabric on his chest, she mumbled, “Fu Cheng, you don’t like me at all.”

She didn’t want to like him anymore either.

Her tears were like hot water pouring on his heart, Fu Cheng’s lips were pursed tightly, his arms around her tightened.

Song Shengsheng felt like her ribs were going to be crushed.

This made her even more convinced that Fu Cheng didn’t like her, she was crying like this in front of him, and he was still so forceful, he didn’t know how to be considerate at all.

Fu Cheng’s chest felt numb with pain, he took a deep breath and didn’t say anything.

Song Shengsheng wiped her tears and snot all over his shirt, she continued to accuse him, “Sister Wang’s husband listens to Sister Wang, whatever she says he listens to. I should have found a simple and honest man to marry.”

“Even Uncle Lu doesn’t seem as fierce as you, only you are like a cold stone, hard and rough.”

“I hate you.”

“Fu Cheng, if I ever remarry, I will definitely remarry a man who is gentler and better to me than you!”

Fu Cheng was actually quite heartbroken by her tears, but when he heard this, he couldn’t help but laugh.

His laughter was cold, he didn’t say much, he carried her back to the bedroom and then blocked her mouth.

Fu Cheng kissed her enough, he stroked her trembling body, his words were laced with a hint of gnashing of teeth, “I’m not dead, you’re not allowed to remarry.”

He continued, “If I die, you have to be a widow for me for a few years.”

He couldn’t stand seeing Song Shengsheng with other men.

Song Shengsheng was slender, she was almost completely helpless in his arms.

She bit her lip, her eyes filled with tears, she thought pitifully, Fu Cheng was really so cruel to her, he was still saying these things so decisively.

The next morning when she woke up.

Song Shengsheng’s eyelids were swollen.

She had a fight with Fu Cheng, and she planned to not take the initiative to annoy him for the next few days.

Since he hated her and didn’t like her, she would do as he wished and not bother him.

Fu Cheng bought her breakfast before leaving this morning, a few meat buns and two bowls of tofu brain.

He had already sent the child to the military dependents’ kindergarten.

Song Shengsheng saw her swollen eyelids when she washed her face, she didn’t want to go out today.

But she had something to do today.

The college entrance exam wouldn’t be open for a few years, she had time to prepare slowly.

She had to find a job, so she could be more confident when she left Fu Cheng in the future.

After breakfast, Song Shengsheng went out with her swollen eyelids.

Mrs. Liu next door and the wife of Battalion Commander Ding happened to be coming back from buying vegetables, they saw her swollen eyelids.

Mrs. Ding couldn’t help but gloat.

It looked like Song Shengsheng had cried a lot last night, otherwise her eyes wouldn’t be swollen like this, she must have been dealt with by Captain Fu.

And this morning, Mrs. Ding went to the supply and marketing cooperative to buy vegetables, she met Zhao Xiaoning who had come to the city.

The girl wasn’t as pretty as her cousin, but she was sweet-tongued and knew how to act. She put on a hesitant expression, and finally, as if she couldn’t hold it in any longer, she worriedly asked her for help.

Mrs. Ding immediately asked what was going on.

Zhao Xiaoning vaguely said that her cousin had made a mistake, she had angered Captain Fu, and Captain Fu even hit Song Shengsheng in Xiaoshui Village!

Zhao Xiaoning asked her to persuade her cousin more often, not to go astray again.

She also asked her to keep an eye on things if she saw the couple arguing, so that her cousin wouldn’t be beaten up.

It was a disgrace for a couple to fight to the point of violence.

It would only be a laughing matter, Mrs. Ding thought, it was a good thing that Zhao Xiaoning was a naive young girl, she would tell people about anything.

Otherwise, how would she know that Song Shengsheng had been beaten at home?

Since she knew about this gossip, she had to see it.

Not only did she have to see it, she had to mock her severely.

“Shengsheng, why are your eyes so swollen? What made you cry so hard?”