14

Fang Nian went abroad, and Liu She was expelled.

Fang Heng is still my deskmate.

During the break, I was lying on the desk doing exercises when Fang Heng, resting his head on his hand, stared at me for a while. Suddenly, he pulled me up from my seat, hooked his arm around my neck, and dragged me outside.

“What are you doing?”

“Going to the bathroom.”

I pushed him away. “I don’t want to go.”

My mind was still on the problem I was solving.

Fang Heng thought for a moment, then pressed down hard on my lower abdomen.

I almost wet myself and cursed in surprise.

Fang Heng: “Now do you feel like going?”

Damn it!

“You’ve been sitting there all morning. If you don’t move, you’re going to get hemorrhoids.”

I pulled down my pants to relieve myself and shot him a sideways glance. “You’re the one getting hemorrhoids.”

Fang Heng looked down, then chuckled softly. “It’s kind of cute.”

What?

I wanted to punch his face to pieces.

“You’re sick!”

Fang Heng: “Don’t be mad. Cute and pretty. Maybe I’ll borrow it sometime.”

What?

After a pause, he added, “Of course, you can borrow mine too.”

I shivered. “Fang Heng, can you stop being such a freak?”

Fang Heng: “…”

15

On the last day of the college entrance exams, Fang Heng was the first to rush out of the exam room.

A reporter held a microphone to him and asked, “What’s the thing you most want to do right now?”

Fang Heng: “Yan Ze.”

What?

As soon as I stepped out, I heard Fang Heng saying something indecent. I quickly turned and tried to sneak away from the side.

Fang Heng turned around and shouted, “Yan Ze, where are you going? Wait for me.”

I even heard someone in the crowd exclaim, “Whoa, Yan Ze is a person?”

Fang Heng pounced on me from behind, threw his arm around my shoulder, and asked, “Yan Ze, what do you want to do most right now?”

“I want to kiss you until your mouth falls apart.”

Fang Heng paused, then suddenly dragged me into an alley, pushed me against the wall, and pressed down on me. “Come on, kiss me. If you don’t kiss hard enough, you’re not a man.”

I took off his glasses, grabbed the back of his head, and kissed him roughly.

The sunset filled the alley. After catching his breath, Fang Heng whispered in my ear, “Yan Ze, did I ever tell you that I like you?”

The warm June breeze blew through, and Fang Heng’s hair brushed against my cheek. It tickled.

It tickled a lot.

I said, “I know.”

[Extra: Fang Nian]

1

The first time I heard the name Yan Ze was in Fang Heng’s diary.

My all-powerful brother actually had someone he admired.

I was curious. What kind of person could Fang Heng admire?

But when I met him, I was disappointed.

Yan Ze was too ordinary. Aside from being a good student, there was nothing special about him.

Fang Heng is so exceptional. How could he admire someone so ordinary?

I wanted Fang Heng to realize that apart from being good at studying, Yan Ze was worthless.

2

Destroying Yan Ze was easy. Just a little bit of bullying, and he couldn’t take it anymore. He knelt in front of Liu She, begging to be let go.

I thought it was really boring.

This guy had no backbone and changed so quickly.

Yan Ze started hanging out with Liu She.

Sure enough, Fang Heng stopped paying attention to Yan Ze. He was disappointed in him.

I know Fang Heng well. He doesn’t like bad kids.

That’s why I always play the obedient younger brother.

3

Yan Ze started bullying people, even me.

I thought it was amusing, so I played along.

Later, Liu She said that Yan Ze misunderstood and thought Liu She had his eyes on me.

“He’s pretending to bully you, but he’s actually protecting you. He just wants some money and is hitting you lightly.”

I realized it too. Yan Ze was quite interesting, soft-hearted without realizing it.

I wanted to date him.

It looked like Yan Ze was forcing me into a relationship, but in reality, I was the one pushing it from behind.

But I still couldn’t accept kissing him. I just wanted to have some fun.

I didn’t expect Yan Ze to pin me down and kiss me.

When he kissed me, I suddenly had no issues with it.

I was on cloud nine.

Yan Ze was surprisingly exciting.

4

Yan Ze forcefully kissed me, and Fang Heng saw it.

Fang Heng asked what happened, and I said that Yan Ze bullied me, hit me, took my money, and forced me into a relationship.

Fang Heng was furious.

I just wanted to destroy the image of Yan Ze in Fang Heng’s mind.

Before, I didn’t want Fang Heng to admire such an ordinary person.

Now, there’s a selfish motive too.

I don’t want Fang Heng to like Yan Ze.

Yan Ze is interesting, and I haven’t had enough fun with him yet. I don’t want Fang Heng to take him away.

But I didn’t expect Fang Heng to go find Yan Ze.

I saw it.

Fang Heng hit Yan Ze and then pressed Yan Ze’s head down.

Fang Heng made Yan Ze…

5

In that moment, I hated Fang Heng.

He wasn’t doing it to stand up for me. He was doing it for himself.

He was disappointed, angry, unable to accept that the person he admired had turned into scum.

But while he hated Yan Ze, he also stubbornly loved him.

That’s why he used that kind of revenge.

6

Yan Ze was afraid after being beaten by Fang Heng and wanted to break up with me.

I had Liu She test him, and Yan Ze just said, “Whatever.”

He didn’t like me at all.

Like me, he treated this relationship as a game.

But he was better than me—he didn’t give any part of his true feelings.

I didn’t believe he had no feelings for me, so I staged a scene with Liu She.

We made sure Yan Ze saw me being bullied by Liu She.

But Yan Ze only glanced at us and didn’t even pause.

I wanted to kill him.

7

Later, Yan Ze came.

But it was because Fang Heng dragged him there.

I knew that, but I lied to myself, trying to find comfort.

It’s okay. Yan Ze came.

That means he still can’t let me go.

I was almost ready to forgive Yan Ze, but while holding me, he kissed Fang Heng.

Fang Heng wants to take what’s mine!

I will never forgive the two of them.

8

Fang Heng is transforming Yan Ze, forcing him to study, forcing him to improve.

Their eyes no longer see me.

Especially Yan Ze.

When he looks at Fang Heng, his eyes sparkle.

No matter what Fang Heng does to him, he never gets angry.

Yan Ze is like a hidden gem, now shining brightly under Fang Heng’s polishing.

I absolutely won’t allow it.

I’m going to pull Yan Ze down. He’s a bad kid like me, and bad kids belong together.

Fang Heng isn’t right for him.

Fang Heng hates bad kids.

As long as Yan Ze doesn’t improve, Fang Heng won’t help him anymore.

When Yan Ze falls, he’ll fall into my arms.

It was like this before, and it will be like this again.

(The End)