Chapter 70

The room was brightly lit. Every inch of Sang Yao’s exposed skin was clearly reflected in Xie Yun’s eyes.

Sang Yao held the clothes she had just picked up in front of her, her face instantly flushing red. She almost wished she could hide in the wardrobe now.

In panic, Sang Yao was so frightened that she cried out and leaned against the wardrobe. Her shoulders trembled slightly, and because she was so embarrassed, tears welled up in her eyes.

Under the circumstances, she could only stutter and say to Xie Yun, “Y-y-you… close your eyes!”

Xie Yun remained unmoved. Sang Yao even noticed that his gaze lingered on her completely exposed legs for a while.

She wanted to run away, but if she ran like that, wouldn’t her back be exposed to Xie Yun again? The towel on her body didn’t cover everything, and just now, it could barely cover her buttocks.

Feeling embarrassed and angry, she couldn’t help but start crying again. But Xie Yun still showed no intention of looking away.

He even said to her, “Come here.”

Sang Yao stood still, clutching the small piece of cloth in front of her, trembling and pitifully saying to him, “…don’t look at me.”

Xie Yun lowered his voice and beckoned to her, saying, “Come here first.”

“I won’t touch you.”

Actually, Sang Yao didn’t mind whether he touched her or not. After all, he had touched her yesterday. She just couldn’t stand being looked at by him while she was naked.

After a brief stalemate, Sang Yao began to move her feet and walked towards him. She thought that when she got close, she would quickly rush to the bed, cover herself with the blanket, and never come out again.

But when she slowly walked to the edge of the bed and was about to quickly nestle in, Xie Yun suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.

With a slight force, Sang Yao fell into his arms. Her face turned even redder, and she felt extremely embarrassed and angry.

She pushed Xie Yun’s hand away and struggled, saying, “Let go of me.”

Xie Yun pressed her against him and said, “Don’t move.”

The more Sang Yao thought about it, the more wronged she felt, and tears flowed uncontrollably. She said, “You said you wouldn’t peek at me, you lied.”

Xie Yun raised his hand, wiped away her tears with his thumb, and said, “I did it for your own good.”

Sang Yao didn’t know how he could say such a thing and said, “You look at me, and you still say it’s for my own good!”

Xie Yun’s hand reached her chin, and with a flick of his thumb, Sang Yao was forced to lift her head.

She looked at Xie Yun with tearful eyes, looking extremely aggrieved.

Xie Yun said slowly, “Have you forgotten? We are practicing. This is the second lesson. Do you remember what you’re supposed to do?”

His voice was gentle and seemed to be coaxing. Sang Yao couldn’t help but think along with him.

She recalled for a moment and then whispered, “…Take off my clothes.”

Xie Yun grunted in agreement.

He said, “If I don’t help you, would you dare to undress?”

Sang Yao was silent for a moment. She felt something was wrong but couldn’t say what.

She was indeed embarrassed. After all, she was already uncomfortable in this situation, let alone undressing seriously in front of him later.

Sang Yao held back her tears and whispered, “Really?”

Xie Yun softly agreed, then comforted her, “Kiss me.”

Sang Yao was still a little overwhelmed. She was leaning against Xie Yun like this, feeling very uneasy.

Even in the past, she had never been so serious in front of him.

She met Xie Yun’s gaze, resisted her tears for a while, and then reached out to hug him.

He then propped himself up and brought his red, soft lips to hers, kissing her. Then, he skillfully opened his mouth, and their tongues intertwined.

She still had the handkerchief wrapped around her. Xie Yun’s hand rested on her waist. As they kissed, Sang Yao felt a lightness on her body.

The last layer of fabric was pulled away by Xie Yun and tossed aside.

In the confusion, Sang Yao murmured, then quickly separated from him. Overwhelmed with shame, she wanted to hide, but Xie Yun firmly held her waist, not allowing her to move.

Sang Yao cried again, clinging tightly to Xie Yun as if this could cover her up. She pleaded helplessly, “Xie Yun… Can you let me catch my breath?”

“Sob, sob, sob. I want to cover myself with a blanket. Please don’t look at me.”

Xie Yun’s hand was still on her waist.

His voice was somewhat hoarse, but he still didn’t really do anything, just patiently asked, “Why?”

There was no real reason why. Shame was one aspect, and she felt her body wasn’t attractive.

Especially the part that troubled her the most. At least she had something wrapped around her last night, but now there was no barrier, and she was pressed against him, even deforming under the pressure.

Xie Yun’s reaction to this was very obvious.

Sang Yao didn’t say a word.

Xie Yun then slightly separated the two of them, but Sang Yao continued to hold onto him, unwilling to let go. Xie Yun said, “Be good, listen to me.”

Every time Xie Yun softened his voice and spoke to her in a tone that could be called gentle, Sang Yao found it hard to resist. She hung her head and said softly, “… There’s nothing attractive about me.”

Xie Yun said, “Weren’t you performing well yesterday?”

Sang Yao remembered yesterday when Xie Yun had praised her.

Actually, when she could learn to connect kisses, what’s the big deal about exposing her body in front of Xie Yun? She didn’t actually resist in her heart, it’s just that, how embarrassing could this kind of thing be.

She silently took a deep breath, then slowly released her arms from around Xie Yun, took a step back from him, and closed her legs, sitting in front of him.

Sang Yao lowered her eyes, not daring to look at him at all. But she could feel that Xie Yun was looking at her, and very carefully at that.

His gaze seemed warm, and whenever Sang Yao lowered her head, she could see her chest. She simply closed her eyes.

Xie Yun’s voice sounded somewhat pleased as he said, “You’re so beautiful, don’t you want to take a look at yourself?”

This wasn’t the first time she had been praised for being beautiful by him, but she still felt a little happy. In the current situation, she didn’t know how to respond.

She opened her eyes.

Xie Yun was half lying on the bed, one leg bent, holding Sang Yao’s waist, pulling her back to him, and then he began to kiss her. This kiss started off normal, until she felt herself being covered.

Sang Yao suddenly widened her eyes. She wanted to push him away, but Xie Yun wouldn’t allow it, and she was kissed all over.

In the midst of this chaos, Sang Yao remembered a small incident from a long time ago. It happened when she was a child, on a dimly lit afternoon, standing in a small kitchen, in front of her was a basin of noodles.

And it was a basin of well-risen noodles, snow-white and soft. Someone scooped out this lump of noodles from the basin, then placed it on the cutting board, sprinkled some flour on it, and began to knead it as they pleased.

At first, it was a bit exploratory, kneading randomly, then it seemed like they discovered something and started kneading according to a pattern.

Her consciousness briefly returned, and Xie Yun was no longer kissing her lips.

She heard Xie Yun ask her that question again.

“I Can Kiss, Right?”

But this time it’s a bit different.

Sang Yao has become a bit numb. She doesn’t know when it started. To make it convenient, she has changed her sitting position.

At this moment, upon hearing this, she just purses her lips, saying nothing.

Later, after a while, she felt something was wrong.

Xie Yun’s face showed no expression, as if this was an extremely normal thing. He shamelessly held her hand and said to her, “Don’t you want to take a look?”

Sang Yao: “……

The bird calls outside

have already ceased.

Sang Yao felt that tonight’s lesson was a bit too much. There were many things she simply couldn’t accept, let alone learn.

Under Xie Yun’s coaxing, she witnessed things she shouldn’t have seen at the moment.

Xie Yun actually had a cold face.

He was good-looking, impeccable in features. He was sharp, but in terms of appearance, he was actually quite refined, with a kind of icy coldness.

But Sang Yao never expected that such a face would have such a strong presence.

The lights went out, and Xie Yun, with a body covered in moisture, returned to bed. Sang Yao had already put on her clothes and lay on her back, facing away from him.

She heard a sound and silently moved a bit towards the inside, not even looking at him.

Sang Yao felt like she was about to die. Her head was numb, half lying on the bed, her fingers naturally falling beside her cheek.

But there was still that strange sensation in her palm, constantly reminding her of what had just happened.

Sang Yao wasn’t completely ignorant. Before getting married, the old nanny had told her some details, and she understood a little.

What she had just done wasn’t good. She didn’t even dare to look. She always felt like her hand wasn’t listening to her, let alone learning.

She hadn’t taken the initiative at all. It was always Xie Yun guiding her hand.

Until the end, her palm was numb and hot, so tired that she couldn’t move at all. Xie Yun let go of her, then kissed her and went to the restroom again.

She felt Xie Yun lying beside her.

A few months ago, Sang Yao couldn’t have imagined holding his hand one day. She lay there feeling as if yesterday was nothing.

Just a kiss. Looking at it now, the thing she’s best at is kissing.

Sang Yao didn’t know if what Xie Yun called practice was considered a big leap from yesterday to today. She felt it was a big leap. For example, the last part, she thought it should have been in the third lesson.

Sang Yao thought randomly, feeling more and more uncomfortable.

It’s not just hard to accept mentally, it’s also too embarrassing to face anyone, her palms are red and uncomfortable, her chest is uncomfortable, and her lips are numb.

She didn’t know how many more classes there would be. This was only the second lesson, and she found it so difficult to accept. What should she do next?

After a while, Xie Yun naturally embraced her and comforted her, “It’s okay, you’ll get it after practicing a few more times.”