When they parted as children, Shang Beize missed Su Yundai so much he began hallucinating.
Her outline, her brows and eyes, her smile—appeared vividly before him, year after year, only growing clearer.

Fifteen years later, he finally saw the real her again.
But she already had a fiancé. She was now an orphan, fostered in someone else’s home.

One night, her fiancé Wei Lin got drunk and confessed bluntly:
“She’s not my type. It’s just responsibility.”
The girl who came to fetch her fiancé turned pale.

—

Su Yundai never expected that at her most humiliating moment, the gentle, brotherly Shang Beize would take advantage of her vulnerability—would kiss her with eyes full of greed, obsession, and a brazen, almost sickly desire, whispering:
“I love you, I love you, I love you!”

Shang Beize was a business magnate who owned half the tech world. Young, handsome, and burning with passion for her, she couldn’t resist falling into his spell.

But he was extremely jealous, fiercely possessive, always asking:
“Are you thinking of him?”
“Are you pitying him?”
“Do you love me more, or Wei Lin?”

Even in intimacy, he feared she might be thinking of Wei Lin, deliberately provoking her so she’d remember only him.

Yet she wasn’t afraid of him—because whenever she took the initiative, no matter how mad he was, he’d melt into submission like a child in her arms.
It always worked.

Until the day she rejected marriage because of her health, and even distanced herself by working in another city.

That time, he really went mad. He couldn’t be coaxed anymore.
He dragged her into his car, pressed her against the window, his tear-streaked eyes bloodshot:
“I thought you really loved me… I thought it was real…”

—

She always believed Shang Beize only liked her physically, that sooner or later his passion would fade—until she stumbled upon fifteen years of his therapy records.

April 7, 2010: Hallucinations, auditory illusions. Separated from the little girl. Couldn’t find her. Severe psychological trauma…
April 26, 2025: Fifteen years of hallucinations worsening. Three recurring painful visions. Saw the girl choosing someone else, abandoning him…

It turned out—
Since their childhood separation, he had thought of her for fifteen years.
Every time she neglected him or left, it cut him deeper, worsened his pain.