Chapter 62: Self-Doubt

Suddenly, to be on the safe side, the health team took Lu Li to a large hospital for a thorough examination, and indeed, as Wang Xin said, there were no major issues. With proper care and time, he would fully recover.

Due to Lu Li’s unauthorized actions, he received a punishment of not participating in any missions or drills for six months, and after he healed, he would stay at the base to relearn military discipline. This punishment was merely meant to remind him of his mistakes and to ensure he took time to recuperate.

As the military training came to an end, Wang Xin was also preparing to leave.

At the farewell party at the base, Qin Lang found Wang Xin alone and expressed his gratitude, saying, “Doctor Wang, I haven’t properly thanked you for what happened with Lu Li.”

He raised his teacup and said, “I offer this tea in place of wine. Thank you.”

“If there’s a chance in the future, I’ll treat you to a drink.”

Wang Xin also raised his cup, lightly clinking it with Qin Lang’s, his face beaming with a smile. “No need to be polite. If the opportunity arises, I would be happy to share a proper drink with you.”

“Mutual feelings.”

Lin You was on duty that night, worried about Lu Li, so she didn’t attend the farewell party.

Wang Xin didn’t notice Lin You was absent, which left him feeling a bit disappointed. Everyone was heading back to their original units early the next morning, and he didn’t know when they would meet again.

He asked Qin Lang, “Is Junior Sister on duty tonight?”

“Yes.”

Qin Lang could see that Wang Xin still had feelings for Lin You, so he sincerely asked, “Doctor Wang, do you still like Yoyo?”

Wang Xin was caught off guard by Qin Lang’s directness but answered honestly, “Yes.”

Seeing that Qin Lang didn’t seem to mind, he continued, “Qin, to become Junior Sister’s partner is indeed a stroke of luck.”

He then spoke about his initial feelings

“Junior Sister is kind hearted, gentle in temperament, excels in her studies, and is beautiful. She was well-liked by her classmates, and I was no exception. But I always felt she lacked a sense of security, so I didn’t dare to express my feelings easily. I wanted to wait until I could provide her with everything before saying anything.”

“But life is unpredictable. I never expected she would already be married. With her character, she would never do anything out of line, and I would never want to put her in a shameful position.”

Hearing such honest words from him, Qin Lang couldn’t help but admire his character.

Wang Xin’s voice broke through again.

“Seeing her again this time, I still can’t help but feel moved. But seeing you both happy makes me only want to bless you. If I see her happy, I won’t wish for anything more.”

“Love doesn’t mean possession, seeing her do well is more important than anything.”

After hearing this, Qin Lang felt deeply moved. He stepped forward and shook Wang Xin’s hand. “Doctor Wang, you are admirable in both character and skill. I sincerely wish to be friends with you and hope we can keep in touch.”

“Great!” Wang Xin smiled and nodded in agreement.

Afterward, Qin Lang shared the story of their relationship with Wang Xin, of course not mentioning Professor Song and their connections.

Wang Xin was taken aback to learn that they had known each other since middle school, accompanying each other through their youth. Qin Lang’s love for Lin You was far greater than his own, and losing to such a person was something he could accept wholeheartedly.

Wang Xin could only sincerely wish, “Qin, you and Junior Sister will surely stay together and walk through life side by side.”

Qin Lang returned the sentiment “I believe you will also find your true love one day.”

After Wang Xin expressed his gratitude, he seemed to have something more to say. Noticing his hesitation, Qin Lang said directly, “Doctor Wang, if you have something to say, feel free to speak.”

Wang Xin cautiously pointed out, “Junior Sister has always been in cardiology. Working in the health team for a long time may hinder her professional development.”

“After all, medicine is a field that constantly updates and progresses. If she stays out of practice for too long, she might not keep pace with the times. Qin, you should plan for Junior Sister’s career.”

Qin Lang nodded in understanding.

As the farewell party drew to a close, the soldiers began to pack their bags in preparation for departure.

After saying goodbye to Wang Xin, Qin Lang turned and walked away.

Watching Wang Xin’s retreating figure, Qin Lang fell into deep thought. Wang Xin truly cared about Lin You; if Lin You hadn’t married him so early on, Wang Xin could have been a formidable rival. It was uncertain who would be by her side now.

Thinking about the professional issues he had just mentioned, he felt a sense of melancholy.

His decision to have her come to the base was meant to alleviate their long-distance marriage, but he had overlooked the fact that her profession was also unique, requiring strong theoretical knowledge and ample practical experience.

If she remained in the health team, it would truly waste her years of experience in cardiology. While her mother had taught her a lot of theoretical knowledge, she was still lacking in practical opportunities.

Was his initial decision the right one? Had he been too selfish?

Qin Lang couldn’t help but start to self-doubt as he got up and walked toward the health team.

Lin You was chatting with Lu Li in the ward. When they saw Qin Lang enter, they both looked at him in confusion and asked, “What are you doing here? Are you done with your work?”

“Yes.”

Seeing that Lu Li looked well, he felt relieved and asked, “Does it still hurt?”

“Not really.”

Noticing that Qin Lang was there to see Lin You, Lu Li wisely said, “Sister, I’m a bit sleepy.”

“Okay, then you should rest. We’ll leave first.”

Lu Li nodded at them.

The two of them went to the duty room, where Lin You asked, “Did Doctor Wang leave?”

“Yes.”

Seeing that Qin Lang looked troubled, she inquired, “What’s wrong? Did something happen?”

Qin Lang didn’t hide anything and asked directly, “Yoyo, do you like it here?”

“I do.”

“Do you want to stay here long-term?”

Lin You didn’t really want to because she couldn’t utilize her strengths or showcase her professional skills in this place. Especially after working as Wang Xin’s assistant and returning to the cardiology operating table, she felt extremely fulfilled, seeing Wang Xin do so well while she could only assist left her feeling disappointed and doubting herself.

But seeing Qin Lang’s clearly worried expression, she didn’t want him to be concerned about her feelings.

She delicately said, “Right now, I still want to continue here. As for the future, we can talk about it later.”

Qin Lang could see she was reluctant but still considered his feelings, which pained him. He stood up and gently embraced her.

“Wife, it was selfish of me to bring you to the base without discussing it with you. I just didn’t want us to be long-distance like before, that’s not beneficial for our family’s harmony.”

“But I believe there will always be a solution. Trust me, I’ll find a way after a while, okay?”

“Okay, I understand.”

“You should go back and rest now. No one is coming by, and I need to sleep too.”

“Alright.”

With Lin You’s attentive care, Lu Li gradually recovered and soon could do some light tasks. The sibling bond between them deepened significantly.

Lu Li felt fortunate to have a sister, and Lin You found joy in having a brother.

There were some things they could discuss openly without reservation, almost like a married couple.