Chapter 97: 他的然然一直在受委屈
[His Ran Ran had been always suffer grief]

Lin Ran tilted his head to watch Song Zhixu call Lin Mu.

It didn’t take long for the call to be answered and Lin Mu’s voice came from the other side.

“Zhixu? How are you and Ran Ran doing?”

Song Zhixu looked down at Lin Ran who was leaning in his arms and pinched Lin Ran’s cheeks before saying,

“Pretty good, it’s just that Ran Ran said that he misses you a bit, but his body isn’t fit to fly, so I just wanted to ask if you have time to come over and see him.”

After Song Zhixu finished speaking, Lin Mu was silent for a while, sensitively sensing some problems, he tentatively said.

“Zhixu? Is there something wrong with Ran Ran?”

Lin Ran originally did not use the mobile phone much, his mobile phone, he even more rarely touched it since the pregnancy. Lin Mu is seldom to contact Lin Ran, just occasionally from Song Zhi Xu that side, Lin Mu will know Lin Ran’s situation, but Song Zhi Xu has always said that Lin Ran is quite good, so that he can rest assured.

This time, Song Zhi Xu called him and asked him to come to see Lin Ran, which inexplicably made Lin Mu’s heart tighten.

Song Zhi Xu looked down at Lin Ran in his embrace, then put Lin Ran away to let him watch TV by himself. Song Zhi Xu walked farther away and went to the floor-to-ceiling window before he talked to Lin Mu in a low voice about Lin Ran’s situation.

Lin Ran seemed to be a little bit overly dependent on him recently, and in the middle of the night, he would wake up with nightmares, and sometimes even whispered that he didn’t want the baby in his stomach.

Song Zhixu knew that he had scared Lin Ran by going to work before, but after having a baby, Lin Ran seemed to be even more timid than before. Song Zhixu wanted to find someone Lin Ran was familiar with to talk with him, and Lin Mu was undoubtedly the best person to do so.

After listening to Lin Mu, he was also a bit worried about Lin Ran, but he still had some things to do, and he could not come over until two days later.

Song Zhixu agreed and went back to the sofa to give his mobile phone to Lin Ran, so that Lin Ran could have a few words with Lin Mu.

But for fear that the mobile phone has radiation, Song Zhixu did not let him say more, hung up the phone and hugged Lin Ran to continue to lean on the sofa and watch TV.

Lin Ran was lying on Song Zhi Xu’s chest happily, playing with the buttons on Song Zhi Xu’s clothes with his two hands, and happily said,

“Song Zhi Xu, Gege said he would come to see Ran Ran.”

“Hm.” Song Zhi Xu nodded and touched Lin Ran’s head, “Wait until tomorrow when we take out the quilt from the guest room to dry, so he can sleep on it when Lin Mu comes later.”

Since Lin Ran got pregnant, Song Zhi Xu did not allow him to do too much housework, so the quilt in the guest room has not been aired hurriedly, so taking advantage of Lin Mu’s arrival, it’s a good time to air it out.

Although the capital is now a little cold, the sunshine outside during the day is still good.

“Good, Gege can sleep in Ran Ran’s room, Ran Ran doesn’t even sleep.”

Since he ran to Song Zhi Xu’s room to sleep, his room has been empty, the bed inside is soft, Lin Ran wants to give the room to his big brother (Gege) to sleep.

It was the most comfortable bed he had slept in for years.

“Okay.” Song Zhixu replied.

The two of them leaned back on the sofa for a while, and Lin Ran suddenly lifted his head to look at Song Zhixu again, asking with some curiosity,

“Are Song Zhixu and Gege good friends?”

His Gege gave him to Song Zhixu to take care of, just now Song Zhixu also talked to his big brother yet did not let him hear it.

Song Zhixu was a little surprised that Lin Ran would suddenly ask this, after all, Lin Ran had never paid attention to it before, just obediently listening.

He thought for a moment and nodded.

“Sort of, I saw him when I was little, then I went to school in the capital. He came one year later than me, so I got to know him, you can consider it as a good friend.”

Speaking of when he was a child, Song Zhixu remembered back to the thing that he pulled Lin Ran into the water before, there was some guilt in his heart, he carefully hugged Lin Ran, kissed Lin Ran on the cheek, muttered in a small voice.

“Ran Ran, I’m sorry.”

Lin Ran heard it, but he did not understand, and asked again, “Why should Song Zhi Xu be sorry?”

Song Zhixu was silent for a long time, still not daring to say what happened before, he just shook his head.

He did not know how to tell Lin Ran about the past, because the mistake he made that time was too serious, so that Lin Ran suffered so much, and no matter how he compensated for it, there is no way to pay it back, he can only try his best to be good to Lin Ran in the future.

Song Zhixu didn’t say anything, Lin Ran also did not ask, quietly leaning in Song Zhixu’s arms, a non-verbal cat on TV chasing a grey mouse, they ran everywhere.

Lin Ran is prone to drowsiness during pregnancy, Song Zhi Xu saw Lin Ran start to yawn, so he turned off the TV and carried him to the kitchen to warm up a cup of milk, let Lin Ran hold it and drink it in small mouth, and then he poured himself a cup of water and hold it, before he took Lin Ran up stairs.

After showering and lying on the bed, Lin Ran also forced himself to open his eyes before falling asleep and asked Song Zhi Xu in a small voice,

“Song Zhixu, do you have to go to work tomorrow? Will you take Ran Ran with you?”

He was afraid that if he woke up tomorrow, Song Zhixu would be gone again, and he would be the only one on the empty big bed.

“I’m not going to work tomorrow, I’ll stay home with you, go to sleep.” Song Zhixu gently stroked Lin Ran’s back.

Only then did Lin Ran feel more at ease, nodding his head and leaning into Song Zhixu’s arms as he fell asleep.

Song Zhixu hugged Lin Ran for a long time in the darkness before he fell asleep. Ever since he got pregnant, Lin Ran seemed to be insecure and had to stay close to him all the time to feel at ease, Song Zhixu didn’t quite understand why he was like this.

He is still prepared to take Lin Ran to Xiao Nanyu’s place tomorrow, after all, this kind of thing, still Xiao Nanyu who is good at this matter.

The next morning, Lin Ran woke up early, opened his eyes and confirmed that he was held in Song Zhixu’s embrace. Lin Ran moved, get closer more to Song Zhixu’s arms. Both of his hands are tightly gripping Song Zhixu’s pajamas.

Song Zhixu was a shallow sleeper, and when Lin Ran moved, he opened his eyes in a daze and embraced Lin Ran, subconsciously said,

“Ran Ran, I will not go, I’ll accompany you to sleep.”

Only then did Lin Ran go back to sleep. Song Zhi Xu also hugged Lin Ran and slept for a while.

At nine o’clock, Song Zhixu woke up, he was afraid that Lin Ran would be hungry, thought of getting up to make breakfast, but the moment he let go of Lin Ran, Song Zhixu honestly did not get up.

He knew that if he got up now, he would definitely wake up, and even if he didn’t, he would still be anxious if he woke up and couldn’t see him, so he thought about it, he was still honestly lying in bed and did not leave.

It would be better to have dinner later than to let Lin Ran be afraid.

Song Zhixu lay on the bed for half an hour, Lin Ran woke up, opened his eyes, Song Zhixu was still beside him, Lin Ran moved, his voice hoarse as he whispered: “Song Zhixu.”

Song Zhixu answered and patted Lin Ran’s back.

“Ran Ran is hungry, what do you want to eat for breakfast?”

Lin Ran, who had a rare morning without pregnancy sickness and still had some appetite, thought about it and said in low voice,

“I want to eat buns with lotus root filling, is that okay?”

Song Zhixu thought for a while, there is lotus root at home, but it might be a bit slow to make buns now.

However, since it was rare for Lin Ran to have something he wanted to eat, Song Zhixu agreed.

Song Zhixu helped Lin Ran change clothes, took him to wash up before going downstairs, last night before going to bed, Song Zhixu cooked porridge with electric rice cooker, it still piping hot.

He gave Lin Ran a bowl of porridge and let him drink it before he went into the kitchen to prepare lotus root buns for him.

Waking up in the morning to prepare the buns was indeed a bit troublesome, and by the time Song Zhixu finished it, it was already past ten when Lin Ran ate it.

Probably because he waited for too long, Lin Ran’s appetite is indeed really good, Song Zhixu steamed, not counted as big buns, Lin Ran ate three in one breath, before touching his stomach, not eating it anymore but still looking at it eagerly.

Song Zhixu somehow thought it was funny, naturally, ate the last one.

“At home I will always prepare lotus root for you, whenever you want to eat it, I’ll make it for you again,not a loss.”

Only then Lin Ran felt happy, stood up to wash the dishes, Song Zhixu also hurriedly followed into the kitchen to help.

Song Zhixu called Xiao Nanyu and made sure he was at the hospital before taking Lin Ran there.

Along the way, Lin Ran was still thinking about the big white cat at Xiao Nanyu’s place, and said in a small voice,

“Can Ran Ran bring Xiao Guai and Xiao Guai’s wife? Obviously they could stay with the kitten last time.”

Last time he took the two little turtles from Xiao Nan Yu’s office.

Before he went out, Lin Ran wanted to take the two turtles with him, but was stopped by Song Zhi Xu, who said that the cats would bully the turtles, so Lin Ran didn’t take them, but Lin Ran still won’t give up this idea in the car.

“Ran Ran, you can play with the cat for a while,just don’t bring the turtle, you can’t take care of all of it anyway.” Song Zhixu was a bit helpless, but still urged, “Ran Ran can play with the cat, but you can’t hold the cat, do you understand?”

Lin Ran lowered his head and touched his belly, which was not yet protruding, and answered with a low “Hmm”.

Song Zhixu drove the car and Lin Ran didn’t talk much on the way.

When they arrived at the hospital, Song Zhixu took Lin Ran directly to Xiao Nanyou’s office, and pushed open the door, Xiao Nanyu already waiting.

The big white cat was lying on the sofa, drying its belly, Lin Ran walked over and pinched the meat on the cat’s belly, and the cat opened its eyes and looked at him with some lethargy, and then lay down again peacefully.

Xiao Nanyu stood up, poured Lin Ran a cup of warm water, and then sat down with Song Zhi Xu at his desk in the corner of the office’s window, nodded to Song Zhi Xu and said,

“Mr Song, what is the patient’s condition? You can tell me in detail.”

Mr. Song Zhixu nodded, looked at Lin Ran, and in a low voice, said to Xiao Nanyu what happened these days.

Xiao Nan Yu listened and thought for a while before he said.

“Mr.Song, with all due respect, the patient is originally different from normal people, timid and afraid of people. It can be said that the center of his life now is you, he is now pregnant, so he is extremely emotional and extra sensitive,then do you ever feel that you have neglected him?”

“I … I went to the company and was neglecting him.” Song Zhixu nodded.

“No, Mr. Song, the source is not that you went to the company, it started with the pregnancy, your going to the company was just a point of his outburst, the source is that your concern for the child made him insecure.” Xiao Nanyu said directly,

Song Zhixu froze and remembered Lin Ran’s words from that day, he subconsciously looked at Lin Ran but met Lin Ran’s gaze toward him.

Lin Ran was playing with his cat and lifted his head to look at him.

It was only then that Song Zhixu came back to his senses. In the past, when Lin Ran said he was uncomfortable, he would coax Lin Ran over and over again dotingly, but after he got pregnant, Lin Ran was vomiting every day and looking pale, but he said, “For the sake of the baby inside, Ran Ran has to endure it.”

Lin Ran is very sensitive. He ignored Lin Ran and kept mentioning the baby in his tummy.

Song Zhixu’s heart ached with pain for an instant, his Ran Ran gave him the baby in his belly, but how could he let Ran Ran suffer.

Song Zhixu stood up fiercely and walked quickly to Lin Ran’s side and sat down, then slowly took Lin Ran into his arms and held him steadily.