She spoke very softly and slowly, her voice was barely above whisper, but the seriousness in her content couldn’t be anymore oblivious.

It was a great opportunity for her to make things clear and draw a line, with this chance she could prevent this kind of thing from happening again in future.

It wasn’t the first time he lost control driven by hatred. At the same time it wasn’t the last time either and his words of ‘will not lose control’ had no meaning at all at the moment. 

With determination Ji Yan started to take her clothes off slowly. In the past, whenever he took off her clothes he did very roughly almost like tore without any patience, it was his way of teasing. But this time, she took off her clothes herself, starting from the outermost sleeve shirt bit by bit, exposing the beautiful body under the clothes to the air.

She was born beautiful. It was true that Ji Yan’s eyes resembled those of Yin Miaorou, but Ji Yan’s were far cleaner and more pure, so he did not see any similarities between them.

His face was reflected in her clear pupils, while her finger slowly reached to the belt on her chest and pulled off, revealing the innermost belly band.

The snow-white long neck was beautiful and compelling, the collarbone was delicate, and then there was an undulating snow color.

There was always a difference between doing it by herself and doing it with him.

Throughout the process never once her eyes left him, her eyes just carried a few hints of flirting, because of her rawness and shyness, her ears were abnormally red. Her long hair covered the emotions on her face when she lowered her head, and her fingers trembled slightly in an unnatural way.

Yin Xuezhuo looked at her with downcast eyes, not speaking for a moment.

He vividly saw her emotions of initial shyness to be embarrassed and to be determined, her every move was so elegant and beautiful. In the past, he liked her and wanted to play with her, but never thought she was beautiful, only now did he realize that she was more beautiful than most women in this world.

Now the Ji Yan in front of him was very different from before. 

It was as if she was deliberately slowing her movements to please him and calm him down. Although every move she made was beautiful, it was not cute and made him feel happy.

He felt a strange emotion, not knowing what was going on and overwhelmed with this strange feeling, he waved his sleeves, and the candlelight was blown away, along with doors and windows closed tightly.

He lowered down and hugged her tightly, and his cold lips sliding across her cheeks, “I promise you.”

“You are the most important person to me, and no one can compare to you.”

He ran his hands over her snow-white shoulders and grabbed the sleeved shirt that had fallen onto the bed, gathering it up tightly and wrapping her in his arms, “As long as you’re willing to want me.”

“Why will I not want you?” Ji Yan sighed, “Zhuo, it’s just like how I don’t dislike you for not taking off your clothes before. In future if you are concerned about anything, just tell me directly.”

She didn’t expect that after falling in love, the person who worried about gains and losses was not her but him.

Having said all that she didn’t know what to say further and sat still while hugging him. And she also knew no words or reassurance would comfort the wounded heart only time could heal him. Yin Xuezhuo snuggled against her neck, and gave a low “um”, like a big furry dog.

Then the whole person was pushed onto the bed by him, her heartbeat that had just calmed down suddenly jumped quickly. He held her hand and kissed each of her fingers carefully, and then slowly his fingers drifted down to her lower abdomen.

She let out a soft cry, “Ah…”

Immediately, her cheeks flushed, and she kicked him with feet but he grabbed her ankles. The coolness in her lower abdomen made her want to hide, and then another wave of warmth hit her lower abdomen, slowly soothing her menstrual cramps discomfort.

He kissed her eyelids with a smile and called her name, “Ji Yan, Yan Yan.” in between the kisses.

It was his first time calling her ‘Yan Yan’ so affectionately, learning her tone of “Zhou Zhou”.

In the past, only her family would call her this way. After she came to this world, she lived as another person, not the very popular female college student “Yan Yan”, but the waste material “Ji Yan”.

Now hearing the familiar call the corner of her eyes was inexplicably hot, as she raised her head and met Yin Xuezhuo obsidian gaze, looking at her gently and obediently.

Somehow, the scene from her dream suddenly surfaced in her mind.

That young nightmare boy was so gentle when he stood in front of the young Yin Miaorou. Even though he was shackled and covered in scars, his eyes were clean and devoid of the slightest bit of malice.

Despite being covered in throne he was still gentle, but it was those people that stifled his gentleness.

Ji Yan, overwhelmed with the feelings, sniffed, raised her arm around his neck, and hugged him tightly, like a big sloth, holding its branches, like hugging her own home.

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After changing the menstrual belt and resting in bed for a while, she fell into a short nap and was awakened by his kisses.

He became more and more clingy, always hugging her without going, kissing her eyelids every now and then, lovingly. It was he wasn’t holding the person but the treasure that he cared most in this world.

Which girl doesn’t want to be held in the palm of hand? And Ji Yan was no exception, and on top of that she liked to be kissed by him, raised her head obediently and kissed his lips. Caught on the hand he backed and was dazed for a moment, as if he didn’t expect to be kissed by her suddenly. She immediately laughed, “Zhuo, I’m awake.”

He sat up straight and took the clothes on the side, handed them to her saying “Go and change clothes.”

Then only she looked down and saw she was still in her clothes. After changing the menstrual belt, she fell asleep again groggily because of drinking his blood. She originally thought that he would help her change her clothes like before, but he actually waited for her to wake up before handing her the clothes.

She didn’t react, and when she met Yin Xuezhuo’s line of sight, he turned his head weirdly, and muttered: “You don’t want to…”

She was unwilling to be undressed by him without explanation, and she said she was shy.

Then in that case, he didn’t move, he complied with her, why did she still dawdle?

The atmosphere was frozen for two seconds, Yin Xuezhuo didn’t look at her until the warm petite body rubbed over again, and a sweet kiss landed on his cheek, baring her happiness.

Holding clothes, she happily walked around behind the screen to change her clothes.

The clothes Yin Xuezhuo picked was a bright goose yellow color, a bright yellow, brighter and more dazzling than the spring light. It perfectly suited her and aligned her cheerful personality. Ji Yan after changing the cloth, sprang out. She was like a bright sun sending warmth to the place wherever she went, the smile on her face made him squint slightly. 

She pushed the window open and took a deep breath, “Ah, the air here is so good, Zhuo, let’s go for a walk!”

She was so excited that she wanted to hold his hand and go for a walk, but he just looked at her and was slow to move.

Ji Yan saw his resistance, thought for a moment and asked, “Is that you’re afraid of seeing Yin Miaorou again?”