On the third day at Gu Yingyi’s house, the thing Shen Yu did most was to sit by the window, hugging a pillow. Even if he couldn’t see, he would still sit there, as if he was waiting for someone to come.

　　Of course Gu Yingyi knew who he was waiting for, but the funny thing was that he couldn’t change anything. Shen Yu could build so much trust with a stranger whom he had only known for a few months, but was so distant and indifferent to him, which made him sad.

　　The most words Shen Yu talked to him about were also about Liang Ruizhe. Either “Did Ruizhe come to pick him up?” or “Did Liang Ruizhe come today?” Gu Yingyi always evaded the question. He didn’t want to hear another man’s name from Shen Yu’s mouth. He hoped that he could get back into Shen Yu’s heart, and he hoped that Shen Yu could slowly forget about Liang Ruizhe.

　　The doctor said that allowing Shen Yu to have appropriate contact with things from the past without stimulating him would help him recall his past memories.

　　Gu Yingyi was afraid that Shen Yu would hate him even more after he remembered, but compared to Shen Yu not remembering anything and treating him as a stranger, he preferred the former. At least in the former he could still beg for Shen Yu’s forgiveness. If Shen Yu forgot him, then anything he did would be meaningless.

　　Gu Yingyi was still blindly confident at this point, thinking that he could get Shen Yu’s forgiveness.

　　After contacting Zhang Yang, Gu Yingyi explained the situation to Zhang Yang. He wanted to take Shen Yu’s dog back. Before Shen Yu disappeared, the Shiba Inu had been kept in Zhang Yang’s home.

　　Zhang Yang agreed.

　　The dog was brought over by Zhang Yang’s driver. After asking for consent, Gu Yingyi helped Shen Yu downstairs. When the Shiba Inu saw its owner, it barked excitedly, broke free from the rope in the driver’s hand, and rushed to Shen Yu.

　　Shen Yu was frightened by the touch of a ball of fur and a wet tongue licking him, and almost fell backwards because of the Shiba Inu. Gu Yingyi supported him from behind: “Don’t be afraid, it’s called Shiba Inu, don’t you remember, you raised it.”

　　Shen Yu looked into the distance with empty eyes. He carefully stretched out his hand and tentatively touched the Shiba Inu that had been humming beside him.

　　I raised it.

　　But why didn’t he remember?

　　The palms of his hands were wet after being licked by the Shiba Inu, and Shen Yu looked confused.

　　Gu Yingyi had been observing him and continued to describe the Shiba Inu to him in a slow and steady voice, “He is orange in color, about as tall as your calf, and has a blue hand-woven collar around his neck with a cartoon head of a Shiba Inu embroidered on it.”

　　A picture flashed through Shen Yu’s mind. The picture was him rolling on the grass with a yellow dog in his arms. The dog also had a blue collar around its neck, just as Gu Yingyi described.

　　After the scene flashed by, his head suddenly began to hurt. He covered his head in pain, his face showing suffering.

　　Gu Yingyi panicked, thinking that he had irritated him, and quickly asked someone to take the Shiba Inu away. He couldn’t help but blame himself in his heart for being too impatient and shouldn’t have rushed to make Shen Yu remember him.

　　He held the person in his arms and asked worriedly, “What’s wrong?”

　　”It hurts so much…” Shen Yu held his head tightly with both hands, as if he was trying to fight the memories in his mind. The images were very messy and fragmented. Countless images were pieced together randomly, and it seemed like his brain was about to explode.

　　”Yu Yu, don’t think about it anymore. Be good, we don’t have to think about it anymore.” Seeing him so miserable, Gu Yingyi was really panicked. He held up Shen Yu’s pale face and hurriedly called him back from the pain.

　　Shen Yu’s headache was getting worse and worse. He grabbed his hair tightly and shook it desperately to get rid of the unbearable pain in his head. Gu Yingyi grabbed his hand distressedly and fixed him to prevent him from hurting himself again. “Be obedient, don’t think about it, don’t think about it.”

　　Shen Yu was breathing rapidly, sweat oozing out of his forehead. He slowly calmed down as if exhausted, and then his limbs lost strength. He leaned on Gu Yingyi’s shoulder and his consciousness fell into darkness.

　　The person in his arms didn’t move. Gu Yingyi called him twice in a low voice but there was no response. When he took the person out of his arms, he found that he had fainted.

　　He picked up Shen Yu gently and walked to the bedroom. He put him on the bed and wiped the sweat from his forehead with a wet towel.

　　Gu Yingyi felt annoyed and blamed himself. He reached out and stroked Shen Yu’s thin and pale cheek with great heartache, then leaned down and gently kissed him on the forehead.

　　He stared at the sleeping Shen Yu and blamed himself, “I’m sorry, I was too anxious.”

　　Shen Yu slept the whole afternoon, so Gu Yingyi asked someone to lock up the Shiba Inu somewhere else and not let it appear in front of Shen Yu again for the time being.

　　Gu Yingyi initially thought that the Shiba Inu could help Shen Yu recover his memory, but he didn’t expect that it would irritate him instead. This was not Gu Yingyi’s original intention. He was too anxious to make Shen Yu remember something.

　　After finding Shen Yu, he could no longer let the things piling up in the company go on, but he was also worried about Shen Yu being alone at home, so he simply handled the work in his study at home.

　　At six o’clock in the afternoon, Assistant Liu came to deliver documents to him and told him that Shen Chao was absolutely unwilling to sign the divorce agreement. He kept crying and asking to see him, and even threatened the bodyguards with a hunger strike.

　　Gu Yingyi sneered after hearing this. He snorted coldly, his eyes full of ruthlessness, “If he doesn’t eat, force him to drink. If he doesn’t sign, force him to drink until he signs. Watch out, don’t let him die.”

　　He hasn’t made Shen Chao pay for everything he did to Shen Yu, so how could he let him die so easily? It would be too easy for him.

　　”By the way, Mr. Gu, the source of the young master’s cornea has not been found yet. The doctor said that the time for his surgery is almost missed, and I’m afraid it will affect his future recovery of sight.”

　　Gu Yingyi paused, thinking of how Shen Yu always stumbled because he couldn’t see, and his heart was blocked. He curled his fingers silently, “I know.”

　　Perhaps he felt that just locking up Shen Chao and not causing him any trouble was a bit too comfortable for him, so he added, “Have someone feed him three times the amount of food that an adult eats every day. He doesn’t want to eat it himself, so let someone help him.”

　　”Also, have the doctor check whether Shen Chao’s cornea is compatible with Shen Yu. If it is, don’t let him die easily.”

　　When he said it, he didn’t feel at all how cruel it was. As long as he thought about what Shen Chao had done, how he killed his child, and how he framed Shen Yu, he would not be able to vent his anger even if he cut Shen Chao into pieces.

　　……

　　During dinner, Gu Yingyi went to Shen Yu’s room again to take a look. Shen Yu was still sleeping, and even gave Gu Yingyi the illusion that he would sleep like this forever.

　　Gu Yingyi had already checked and found that he was just asleep and would just have to wait for him to wake up naturally. He gently closed the door and returned to the study to do his work.

　　He has not just one or two employees under him, but a company of tens of thousands of people, and everyone needs to eat. After Shen Yu was found, he began to work again, but there was too much work piled up, and he could only handle work when not taking care of Shen Yu, and he often slept less than a few hours a day.

　　The night was getting darker outside the window. Gu Yingyi had been in the study for three hours. He twisted his sore neck, looked at his watch, and prepared to get up to check on Shen Yu’s room, worried that he would not know if he had woken up.

　　As soon as I reached the door, I heard a dull sound as if something had hit the study door, followed by a hissing sound of air conditioning coming from outside the door.

　　Gu Yingyi hurriedly opened the door, only to see Shen Yu squatting on the ground, rubbing his forehead and crying.

　　”Did you hit your head?” Gu Yingyi helped the man up and wanted to lift up his fringe to take a look, but Shen Yu dodged him.

　　Gu Yingyi’s hands froze for a moment, feeling somewhat helpless that Shen Yu always resisted him.

　　He looked down and suddenly found that Shen Yu was not wearing shoes. His white and pink toes were stepping on the cold floor. He didn’t know if it was because he felt the floor was cold, but his pink toes were curled up.

　　He frowned and didn’t dare to hug him actively. Now the greatest limit Shen Yu could allow him was to hold his arm. He stood up and got the slippers on the floor at his bedroom door, then knelt down and helped him put on his shoes.

　　He held Shen Yu’s slender ankles. Shen Yu struggled twice, but this time Gu Yingyi did not let go until he put on his shoes.

　　The shoes are fluffy with rabbit ears. Gu Yingyi picked them for Shen Yu personally. He looks very cute in them.

　　”Why did you come out? Are you hungry?” Gu Yingyi noticed Shen Yu’s expression. He didn’t look as irritated as he was in the afternoon, but there was no sign that he remembered anything either.

　　Shen Yu bit his lip, put his feet together, lowered his head and grasped the hem of his clothes, his cheeks flushed unnaturally, his expression was a little embarrassed, and his voice was as thin as a mosquito’s: “Yu Yu wanted to go to the toilet, but couldn’t find it in the room.”

　　He ran here by accident while looking for the toilet and hit his head on Gu Yingyi’s study door.

　　Gu Yingyi found his embarrassed look cute and a little funny, “It’s in your room. I’ll take you there.”

　　In fact, the bathroom is right in Shen Yu’s room, but he can’t see it, which causes a lot of inconvenience in his life.

　　Gu Yingyi brought the man back to the room, carefully told him the direction of the bathroom, and then took him to the bathroom door. He tentatively touched his hand, and seeing that Shen Yu did not refuse, he boldly held it, wanting to take him to touch the bathroom door handle and teach him how to push it open.

　　Just as Gu Yingyi was holding Shen Yu’s hand, the touch on his palm made his whole body stiffen. He slowly lowered his head stiffly and looked at Shen Yu’s palm, which was much smaller than his.

　　There were five beautiful and slender fingers like green onion jade, one of which was twisted in a strange posture, a posture that a normal person could not do. It was the little finger that he had broken off with his own hands.

　　Shen Yu didn’t understand. Didn’t Gu Yingyi take him to the bathroom? Why did he keep holding on to him? He didn’t like Gu Yingyi’s prolonged touching, so he pulled his hand back from him, touched the bathroom door handle himself, and tried to push it open.

　　He was in a hurry to go to the toilet, and said a very distant thank you to Gu Yingyi when closing the door. Gu Yingyi stood there, with his arms stiff in the air without moving for a long time.

　　When Shen Yu came out of the bathroom, Gu Yingyi was still there. Shen Yu moved away from him, groped his way back to the bed and continued to coax the pillow in his arms.

　　Gu Yingyi looked at his back and his heart began to ache dully. The pain became more and more severe until even breathing hurt his heart and lungs. The scene of him breaking Shen Yu’s finger was still vivid in his mind. It happened to be the same hand that he had held with Shen Yu not long ago.