Thank you so much for the ko-fi, Somebody!♡♡♡

I was very surprised to receive ko-fis so I decided to give bonus chapters. Thank you again (ಥ﹏ಥ)The chapter is quite long so it will be divided into 2 parts.

Chapter 19.1 – Become Human
Xu Jian’s estrus came suddenly; Qin Chen and he were not prepared. The doctor recommended that it’s best to neuter once and for all. Xu Jian’s whole person didn’t feel good after listening.

In the end, Qin Chen looked at Xu Jian who was meowing for a long time, and finally chose to get through it first.

After hearing Qin Chen’s words, Xu Jian was relieved in his heart and felt that he had already made an incredibly wise decision.

The doctor did not force the issue and said, “If you won’t do the operation, you can rub the cat more during this period which can ease the pain of his estrus when he has nowhere to vent.”

After the doctor finished, the expression of one cat and one man went black for a moment and Xu Jian was dumbfounded—such a thing can be done?

Is it okay for……people?

Qin Chen had no experience. He hesitated for two seconds then asked, “How to rub?”

Indeed. Jerking off a cat?

Seeing Qin Chen’s helplessness, the doctor laughed and said:

“Just like you usually do when you comb your cat’s hair with your hands but pay attention to the strength, some cats will feel very agitated when they are in heat. You should be careful not to be bitten or scratched by him. If you get injured and bled, you must immediately go to the hospital for vaccination.”

The doctor said many precautions in taking care of a cat in heat, and Qin Chen noted them down carefully in his heart.

When he was about to leave, the doctor wasn’t at ease and gave another instruction:

“Cats in heat react differently. If your cat feels really uncomfortable, I still recommend that you bring him to do the operation as soon as possible. It’s good for you and him.”

Qin Chen held Xu Jian, pressed his head in his arms, and blocked his ears with his hand. Afraid that he might hear him, he spoke in a low voice:

“Thank you, I’ll think about it.”

Qin Chen couldn’t remember where he had read before that if he sent his cat to be neutered, it will resent him, so he didn’t dare mention neutering in front of Xu Jian for fear that the latter would hear and hold a grudge against him.

Qin Chen also saw that his Milk is much smarter than other cats. He doesn’t want his hard-won cat to resent him.

Xu Jian whose left ear was close to Qin Chen’s chest and his right ear which was blocked by his hand: “!!!”

Don’t think I didn’t hear what you just said because you blocked my ears!

I have good ears now!!

The already suffering Xu Jian instantly raised his relaxed heart and twisted twice in Qin Chen’s arms, showing with his actions that he didn’t think this matter is needed to be considered anymore.

While moving his limbs around, Xu Jian opened his mouth wide: “Meow~”

Xu Jian imagined that his current cry should be so vicious that it would scare Qin Chen from having the idea of neutering him in the future.

However, it is in fact the opposite. His current cry is even milkier than before, and the tone of his voice is longer than before, it’s sounded coquettish in Qin Chen’s ears.

After hearing that ‘meow’ just now, Xu Jian himself was stunned—

Did that mushy cry really come out from my throat just now?

Looking at such a Xu Jian, Qin Chen felt distressed and kept smoothing his hair, his tone was gentle:

“Alright, alright, Milk is good. Dad will rub it and it won’t feel uncomfortable……”

Xu Jian: “……”

I don’t want you to rub it!

Although he was very ashamed, Xu Jian still uncontrollably rubbed his furry head on Qin Chen’s body, thinking in a trance

Strange, it seems that it really feels better than before……

After arriving home, Qin Chen put Xu Jian carefully on the sofa and turned on the TV, hoping the cartoons would distract him a little.

While appeasing the cat in heat, Qin Chen looked up about the cat’s estrus period. He frowned when he saw that adult male cats in heat last about a week and have frequent episodes—

That long?

Looking at the uncomfortable cat on the couch while crying in pain, Qin Chen’s heart crumpled in a ball. He thought that it was better to do the operation, right?

Xu Jian who was lying on his back scratching the sofa suddenly paused, and his four legs were stuck in mid-air. He turned his head to look at Qin Chen incredulously:

I can’t believe you still haven’t given up on this idea!

It turns out that Qin Chen didn’t pay attention and said what was in his mind.

Xu Jian’s heart felt cold, with his conditioned reflex, he changed from lying down on his back to lying on his stomach; hiding a certain part of him tightly, for fear that Qin Chen would go back on his words temporarily. 

He is now a cat. If Qin Chen really decided to take him to surgery, his struggle would certainly be also useless, and he can only lie on the operating table and be slaughtered.

Xu Jian began to panic. Although the fire in his heart is still burning, he didn’t dare to cry out anymore, and his movements also restrained a lot. He no longer twisted and turned into a Mahua.

Qin Chen who always pays attention to Xu Jian’s condition was surprised to see him suddenly quiet down.

“Not uncomfortable?”

Xu Jian’s eyes were fixed on the TV to divert attention, not even bothering to pay attention to what Qin Chen said.

He thought that as long as he didn’t show his discomfort, Qin Chen would not think of taking him to surgery.

Qin Chen observed Xu Jian for a few minutes and muttered to himself:

“Could it be that the estrus reaction period would be one after another?”

Doubtful, Qin Chen looked up on the internet again. He saw someone say that male cats react differently when they are in heat, some reactions were obvious and some weren’t.

Qin Shen guessed that Milk has already survived the most uncomfortable period and recovered a little bit.

With a little peace of mind, Qin Chen took Xu Jian into his arms and gently patted his back to show comfort.

Xu Jian thought that it was good for Qin Chen not to touch him. The more he touched the fire burning in his heart becomes more vigorous. His head lay on Qin Chen’s shoulders, and his nose was full of the scent on Qin Chen’s clothes—a faint chamomile fragrance.

Xu Jian knew that this is the scent of the laundry detergent used by Qin Chen.

Xu Jian opened his mouth, “Meow ~”

Smelling the scent of Qin Chen’s body, he inexplicably felt a little dry on his mouth, and his sanity was once again at the disadvantage in the collision of heart and fire.

Xu Jian’s tail swayed, two front legs grabbed Qin Chen’s clothes, his fluffy head rubbed against his shoulder, and a contented purr came from his throat.

Qin Chen naturally noticed Xu Jian’s small movements but as a heavy plush control, he was ecstatic to rub Xu Jian lying on his shoulders like this.

Following the fur on Xu Jian’s back, Qin Chen softly said, “It’s okay. Dad is here.”

After hearing Qin Chen’s words, Xu Jian looked like he got a permit and his head arched at his shoulder again.

Looking at the exposed skin on Qin Chen’s neck with half-squinted eyes, Xu Jian couldn’t resist and slowly opened his mouth……

Qin Chen who was addicted to rubbing his cat felt heat on his neck. He was stupefied for a second before realizing what Xu Jian had just done to him.

Holding Xu Jian off his shoulder with both hands, Qin Chen looked at him with laughter, “Milk, are you so hungry now?”^[1]when hungry, you can’t pick what you eat (idiom); beggars can’t be choosers.

Qin Chen doesn’t know what other cats are like when they are in heat but is there something wrong with his family who rubbed and licked him?

Xu Jian who was being held by Qin Chen blinked his beautiful cat eyes, “Meow~”

Xu Jian performed an innocent cat face to Qin Chen on the spot—I don’t know anything, I’m just a poor little cat.

Seeing Xu Jian’s reaction, Qin Chen shook his head helplessly and muttered to himself with amusement:

“What am I saying to a cat in heat? You don’t even understand what it means to be hungry for food.”

Not knowing what’s going on, Qin Chen always had the illusion that Milk could understand what he was saying, so sometimes some words naturally come out, and after saying it, he felt silly.

And some cat, despite the calm innocent face on the surface, in fact, their soul was already crying out—

Ahhhhh what did I just do!

I just licked Qin Chen’s neck! It’s too obscure and unruly, right?!

Today’s series of blows made Xu Jian’s whole being feel bad. He never thought that he would be in estrus.

He couldn’t figure it out. He is not a real cat and never wanted to reproduce with other cats. Why was he in estrus?

Obviously, he was the one who ate that human tofu but as a result, Xu Jian’s heart is now dead, as if he had been taken advantage of by others.

Xu Jian felt that even if he becomes a human later, he could not look directly at Qin Chen.

Because of……a guilty conscience.

Xu Jian brainstormed if Qin Chen knew that what he was holding at the moment was actually him, he was kissed and rubbed by a man……

Xu Jian couldn’t help but shiver—

I’m finished. Qin Chen will kill me after knowing the truth, right?

Qin Chen might as well never know the truth.

…………

The fire in his heart finally subsided a little by seven o’clock in the evening. Xu Jian was finally able to control his own body, and no longer wanted to lean on Qin Chen’s arms anytime and anywhere.

Xu Jian who lost his appetite only had a few mouthfuls for dinner. No matter how much Qin Chen coaxed him, he refused to open his mouth. He walked towards the cat litter with his four soft legs dragging his tail.

After tossing about for so long, he was physically and mentally exhausted, especially when he heard Qin Chen say that a cat in heat will last a week or longer. He wanted to smash his head to death.

But Xu Jian is not only afraid of death but also afraid of pain. He still clearly remembers how he felt a few seconds before their car crashed into a big truck in front of him on the day of the accident.

His heart was rapidly pounding as if had been seized by death. He knew what he should do to deal with the current crisis but he clearly understood that he couldn’t do anything.

In addition to the overwhelming sense of powerlessness where he can only watch himself crash into, there is also the instantaneous sharp pain that comes from all over his body that seemed to tear him apart……

Xu Jian felt that he had actually died once, although he couldn’t find any trace of the accident now, it was as if everything was just a nightmare he had.

After having experienced life and death once, Xu Jian now only wants to live well, even if he has now become a cat that can’t do anything.

Therefore, Xu Jian climbed into the cat litter and began to close his eyes to recuperate so that he would have the energy to deal with the next estrus.